Not even sure if anyone's around anymore, but I just went to my first BTS concert 2 days ago. Oh my god. No words to describe how beautiful it was. Euphoric, magical. WE GOT TO SEE BAEPSAE!!! My camera was fighting for its life. But the seats were PHENOMENAL for the price. I cried after it was all over, cried myself to sleep. Because I got to finally meet my family, the men that have kept me alive.. They don't even know I exist. It's one of the most hurtful and saddening things I've realized. I'll never know when they're upset, when they need support, when they need love, how their days were, how they're feeling,... because what do you mean I'll never get to be there for them? What do you mean these guys have saved me countless times and they don't even know? It's a lot to take in. You dont realize something means that much to you until you experience them saying goodbye.
I'll stop being all sad, I'm just really glad I got to do something that meant the world to me, even more. BTS will always have a place in my heart, I never wanna miss another concert of theirs.