The Mirage of Dreams

So, hey my followers. I am well aware of how it has been a minute. I feel like lately I have regularly been dealing with a lot of junk off an on right now. The good news, I finally got my first college certificate. I need two certificates and then I will have myself my associates degree. I am really excited about that. I am hoping soon I will have myself both my associates and my bachelor's. I am estimated to have both by the start of 2027. My associates I will have in the middle of next year. Woot woot. 
          Lately I have been thinking about myself a lot though, while on break. I start college back up next week. 
          As a child, I often grew up looking up to the constellation Orion. For a while now, I have been wanting to write a story based on that, just haven't known how. You all know how much I am addicted to transformers. I am thinking about doing a small fan-write based on the two, like a kid looking to the constellation and then somehow ending up meeting Optimus (because his younger name was Orion Pax). I am wanting to write, I know I am, but it has just been hard with so much going on. If you all get where I am coming from. 
          Right now it is just so hard. I have work with so many extra hours this year, surprisingly. (I work with school district) A long with it I have college, this last term the teacher didn't really help me a lot till surprisingly the very last minute.
          Right now though mentally I have just been feeling so alone. Where I am seriously continuing to look to Orion still. As a friend, protector, guardian. Right now I feel like I am losing my best friend, while she is moving on to her boyfriend. Her boyfriend more than once has made me feel the fact he dislikes me a lot. 
          So right now I think my fantasies and my stories, I need a release. I need the friends I know are there and are mine. I won't lie how many times I have been breaking crying lately. It's hard. Yet for now I am gonna try hard to write amidst my college and work.

I apologize to my fans and readers, as I have been going through a lot as of late. 
          I have finished another term in the list, adding an addition 4 credits to my name, still managing to keep myself a 4.0 GPA, passing this term in my main class with a 98.12%. My next term of classes don't start up until Sept 1st through into mid October. I am going to be taking on 3 classes, one being the final class to a College Certificate in Social Media Marketing. The first half of my Associates in Communications. 
          I am trying to use this spare time to recuperate and in turn if luck is at my side break my annoying writers block that keeps coming back and forth to my head.
          I am attempting to rewrite not a far worked project, Lost In The Woods. It having been something I originally started when I was in middle school years. So I will be changing some of the context within the story. Alongside I have sort of an idea of a new project, not yet named. I am trying to see if perhaps starting something a bit newer and trying to change my style a little bit would try to help break my block. 
          I will not lie I feel bad seeing many comment on my works and wishing for continued chapters at times, as I know myself it is annoying reading something that gets your interest and having to stop mid-read as you wait.
          Thank you to the 170 followers that I have under my name with their interests in my works thus far. I appreciate it by far means. I am also leaning in thought toward using my Deviantart account and Medium account perhaps a bit more. Debating as I want to increase my skill in writing and continue to move forward. That will be announced later on to confirm if I make up my mind. 
          For now, I want to let my readers and followers know that I am grateful for all of you reading and loving my work. I hope you guys continue to enjoy the art of reading and dreaming. For some, fantasy and imagination can be a true hope in this trying world. Keep dreaming. Live happy.

Hi, I hope you're okay. I'm Glitch-Death_29, and this is my new story that I posted a while ago. But I recently published a new chapter, and I'd love for you to check it out and see what you think:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/390400172?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Glitch-Death_29

Dude you should totally finish book 3 I’m starting to read part two it’s long though and the way you make this story go absolutely awesome I love it soooo much!!!!!You need to convince Hasbro’s and the another company this is a book is worth reading and publishing you are sooo talented your sooo lucky ok so don’t know if you are a girl or a boy but anyway I’m trying to say keep going!!!! They don’t really have a lot of robot books out there as a transformers fan this is a must to read books But the only book I heard was the wild robot books  and the movie was also really good as well 
          
          I hope you read this comment and find happiness to my voice and into this comment 

Will you still update ?

Ok, if you know me, you know I'm so addicted to transformers. Today marks the 83rd birthday of Peter Cullen, aka, voice of Optimus Prime. 
          Thought I'd share my favorite quote from Peter.
          
          When he was preparing to cast and apply for the role of Optimus, he told of when he spoke to his brother. Telling his brother how this character is supposed to be a hero, a leader, wise, but bold. 
          He told the audience in an interview. In order to truly be a good leader, a good hero, "Be strong enough to be gentle." Peter Cullin.
          What had been an advice line from his brother to Peter when he tried out for the role. 
          
          "Be strong enough to be gentle." Is that not itself also in a way how Christ acts in the Bible. He is an advocate, a leader, and our Savior. He was strong enough, despite human sin and mistakes. Despite how cruel humans can be, he still was gentle, compassionate, patient, and loving. If that does not itself prove our Savior to be a wondrous leader.
          
          Anyways, happy Sunday, folks. 

I updated my profile photos. What do you guys all think? I'm rather happy with them. Two things I love, my faith and trust in Christ, and Transformers. And they are both original designed photos unique to me.

Okay, still going through a lot. Believe me, I feel bad not writing as much as I used to, and I know it sucks reading something good, just for it to stop and never be updated. 
          I am now this week finishing my first semester of college, woohoo! Next month work starts up full time for me again, college will start back up for me in September. I am hoping to kinda force myself to start writing again, maybe it will help me break the stupid block I have had. I am trying hard to get back to writing as well as I used to. Because deep down I more than miss it, feeling like I was in a different world when I wrote, and able to escape reality. 
          In the meantime I am also dealing with seizure problems, some new health problem. I saw a neurologist who checked me out, they aren't entirely sure what is going on. I think it might be somehow my mind mentally breaking down or something. Don't know. I am taking medicine for the seizures, and at the same time a kinda bodily seizure that goes on in my right hand. It always happens at night when I am sleeping. 
          
          Anyways, back to the somewhat point and good news, I am uploading chapters for Nightmare Within. 
          
          In the end, at least a few good things are going, between a current on track 4.0 GPA, to a small 4% raise in my work pay. Woo hoo. I am going to look into pursuing Communications as my major of degree, I want deep down to be a speaker and author, to help share stories and persuade hope to people. I don't know for sure, but am working on figuring things out in the meantime.

Okay, guys. I know I have been quite quiet. I have rather been going through a lot over the half of this year. I've been working hard with my job, along with now having started college at the same time. 
          Not to mention I have had some medical stuff going on, still a work in progress as far as figuring out 'those' problems.
          
          However that is now why I am writing here. 
          For those who have waited this long, I have officially released the first few chapters of the fourth book to the Forever Alone series. I know it has been a long wait. Thanks to those who have been patient. I am praying I can keep going with this book and not crash on another writer block. 
          Forever A Hidden Heart. This book will take place in the TV show Robots In Disguise. Now not my favorite TV show, but I am gonna have some alterations from the actual TV show as it seemed quite a childish somewhat out of place show. 
          
          This will truly be a Trial of the Heart story for Julie. Any opinions and comments are more than welcome from my readers to help liven up ideas. I am giving this all my best.
          
          I hope my stress/ writer block will finally be broke and melted away as the ice should. In turn allow me to get back to all my other 'unfinished' projects. We shall see. In the meantime, enjoy the first 6 chapters of Forever A Hidden Heart.

hey Mira2Faith, check out my story and tell me your thoughts