Miroko

It's been ages since I last visited Wattpad, and this is my half assed update on my life.
          
          I'm not active here, and I'm straying far from writing altogether. Life has been a mess, pressure from every direction and honestly I just wanted a break from everything. College is not fun anymore when you're in your last stretch. I struggle keeping adult friendship alive and apparently I suck at life skills. And maybe with an added sprinkle of undiagnosed mental illnesses to the mix, it's a perfect recipe for disaster.
          
          I did write for fun but it's not much, mostly just rants about my life and some stories I'm obsessed with but not more than a chapter. I'm more likely to be on AO3 to be honest. 
          
          I changed fandoms rapidly and I guess that's a mirrored image of my life trying to take roots and grasp onto something or anything instead of being lost in the ocean.

Congrats on being 21 dear me. Dunno how you managed to get this far, but happy you're still here. 

Hello~ its been a long time. I've been really busy because of college and didn't have time to read any fanfiction in the last couple year.
          Lately I've been missing wattpad and rereading stories I adore, but it's sad some of it are gone or discontinued. Can't say I don't understand tho because I don't update either.
          
          I haven't been writing anything, because writing is just one of many way I can escape reality. I usually just do something else to entertain myself during breaks. Mostly because writing felt like a chore at some point. After doing papers and stuff, writing isn't really fun to do.
          
          If I had free time, I'll try to work on my stories. But don't expect too much, because I don't reallu want to rush an ending just to find closure. It's going to be hard finding the right time and moments to write again.
          
          For reading fanfic I usually hang out at ao3 more tho. I also did a oneshot not too long ago there on vtuber tho lol.

Hi 

me dropping by on wattpad to say that it's my birthday today! Thank you all for liking and enjoying my stories! Sorry I couldn't update, I can barely manage college lol
          
          Anyways, I hope you all wonderful people a wonderful day ❤ 

I can't believe that after so long not writing anything I just wrote like 500 words (and to be continued) of a fanfic and what's worse it's an abo au I'm- frick. It's all due to Dawon I can't even-

Me at het drama: omg the male kisses the girl! They touch lips! Omg he kiss her cheeks! Omg he held her by the neck omg that's sooo cuteee
          Omg isn't that a bit too much for a drama-
          
          Me at bl drama: meh why are they just touching their lips. I can tell they aren't even moving. It was a camera kiss. It looks like it from the side but actually they aren't touching. I think they need to be more powerful... i don't think they're showing the love enough. You know, where's the passion? Where's the to-

Happy new year I'm actually still alive, just not on wattpad.
          Maybe after my semester ends. I maybe wanna continue my china line gc au.
          I've been visiting many dramas, like ongoing stuff, old stuff, with handsome guys.
          And then i stumbled upon korean bls and one kinda reminds me of wattpad stories so here i am instead of being productive.

Hey girl, how are you doing? ♡

I'm ready to vanish as I listen to attacca highlight medley. It was soo good i wanna cry.
          
          
          Junhui in a drama.
          
          I'm soo happy for him, but I do get a bit possessive about my chinese babies and kissing scene as hoshi said.
          
          I think I'm a bit scarred after seeing yanan kiss scene? It's intense. I still can watch his drama for awhile after that.
          
          But junhui's drama seems more a bit... fresh bubbly and cute? It is on a highschool setting after all
          
          I might feel better since the female lead is cute. If her acting is cute or great enough to make me fall in love also, then it's no problem lol