To everyone who's following my story. All uh. All like three of you. It may seem like I'm abandoning my story and throwing it way, like every other promising fanfic you see both here and in the past over at fanfiction.net. That's because, well, I'm not exactly at max-inspirational-overdrive lately. That's not to say I don't like Romancedimension- it's actually one of my favorite stories I've ever started writing, besides a couple other stories I'll never release because they're embarrassing andstupidIhatemyselfthey'resocringeyandsweetandaaaaaaaah- Ahem. Anyway, I don't like forcing myself to work and write on something just to get it done. I hate pushing stuff that's supposed to be creative and loved by both myself and the reader like some sort of machine in a factory. It really takes away the love and the inspiration, and you can see it in the quality of the work. The wording, the foundation, the scene, the characters' emotions, everything. The plot will feel like you're reading a stupid manual, the characters will feel like they're simply going through motions, tears will feel like someone had to go and put eye drops in the person who's crying. It's heartbreaking, really. I have ideas for scenes for the story. I know the emotions I want to show and the words I'd use to portray them. However, lately I'm not at maximum overdrive to write, which is where the words that flow from the mind gets really, really good. Like Elf Yamada from Eromanga Sensei (as much as I despise her and her character) says, writing, or doing anything you love really, should never feel like work. I personally think it's worse to write a whole lot and have it come out bland and uninspired rather than write very little and have it become a beautiful masterpiece and something you can be proud of. Something I'd be happy to go back and read myself and think, "I wrote that. And I love it."
