@MiseryMyFriend
I'm doing so fucking shitty. May 20th, 7:00PM, the day of my downfall. And now I'm struggling to pick the pieces back up.
I know it seems that I abandoned my book, but I haven't!!! I've just been super busy the past few months. I'm sorry, loves!!
Life update!! @MirriBlaine you're gonna want to be here for this one. So the guy I was "seeing" and I broke it off for good because that bitch for some reason left me on read and when I questioned him about it he blocked me?? So that was a dick move. He didn't even have the balls to tell me he was done. He just dipped. Fine. Whatever. I moved on that same day. Got Tinder. Now Tinder is where it's fucking at. I've tried Bumble and Hinge but Tinder is *chefs kiss* Met this man. This man was like yo you should come to my place on so and so after work. I said bet. Went to his place last night. The cleanest way I can say this, man absolutely destroyed me. And he was so fucking sweet the whole time. And used protection without me having to ask. And he fucking cuddles after!!! Like he was half asleep when I had to leave because even tho I'm 18 I still have a curfew. Life of having strict parents :)
@MiseryMyFriend the D was too good, I see don't let it. Make you lose sight of things. Honestly, I'd advice against a relationship or maybe you could just do casual hookups. Anyway it's all up to you
His smell is so intoxicating. His cologne and a slight cigarette scent. I was melting and I found it so comforting
Just finished writing a super sad one shot about my dead boyfriend!! That I started writing on his death day!! Well 2020 was 3 years since he died but still!!
I always fuck it up.
I fucked it up.
I hate having feelings for people because I don't know if they feel the same. Like this bitch better feel the same. Because now he has more green flags than red so I no longer hate him.
A very good example: the other night, I was talking to him about something serious and he sat there and LISTENED. And he said all the right things and he actually cared and he LISTENED. So now my attachment issues are screaming "omg we're in love!!"
@MiseryMyFriend damn, he wants to leave already... Let me guess the energy btwn you two has shifted?
Y'all-
I fucking hate men. This is why I'm fucking pan.
@MirriBlaine my friend told me to make him regret not wanting me and that's exactly what I'm gonna do
@MiseryMyFriend biiitch start leaving already, don't give or even wait, it will be a waste of time. If he cared in the slightest he would already have tried to reach out
@MirriBlaine May be me who loses his. Depending on how things keep going. I'm giving him until the end of this week. If nothing changes, I'm leaving
Am I doing a bad thing? Yeahhh, I'm probably doing a bad thing.
The bad thing in question? Talking to multiple guys at once and already planning on hooking up with two of them. Already dropped two others because they're boring.
Can somebody say self-destructive episode? I don't wanna :)
@MiseryMyFriend or shift to other sexual spectrum, but let me tell you this. Girls too break hearts
"You killed them?" He asked, his eyes widening.
"Everyone's a killer if you push them far enough, Dear." She squished the meat in her hands, forming a patty. "I'm making burgers for dinner,"
"Did you go to the store? There's no meat in the freezer,"
She stopped, a tear gliding down her cheek. "Don't go in the garage,"
He rushed to the door down the hall, pushing it open. He retched as soon as the smell hit him, blood everywhere, the bodies cut open and limbs decorating the floor. "Oh my God,"
"I told you don't go in the garage,"
@MiseryMyFriend it's a YouTuber I watch. His channel is called slapped ham with creepy and eerie content check it out