Grace

Thanks Grace for putting  I'm a Cyborg's Pet on to your reading list. Reading that I suppose that sounds odd, thanking for your such a small act,  but as new authors continue to get a real buzz every time someone discovers our work. Please enjoy the book. It's good to know people like you are out there.
           Hugs RK+Reb

lmao I've been super inactive and hopefully that'll change

V-card has been hole-punched

Today, I am going to look for my friend. It may seem like no big deal to some, but I literally have't heard from her in 6 months. Absolutely nothing. Not a word. All I know is that she's alive, as of about a month ago. Nothing has given me a legitimate reason to think harm has come to her, so I don't have to bring the authorities into this but it's extremely unlike her to cut anyone off. I'm kinda worried I won't be able to find her, because all I have is her address; however, I have to look for her. It's been way too long and I'm fed up with feeling like hell whenever I think about her too much. I've had major anxiety attacks because of thinking about unrealistic things that could have happened to her. I know she's home schooled so if she's not home, she's probably out with her mom or dad. I know she's safe, but I need to see it for myself to be okay. 
          Wish me luck,
          please.

OK. Bit of a rant. It's about people deciding their beauty, self-worth, and health based solely on the number their bathroom scale says or the image their mirror reflects.
          
          People can be any weight as long as they're healthy. Someone can weigh 145 lbs. be relatively skinny and tall, they're probably healthy. Someone else can weigh 145 lbs. be chubby and really short and probably unhealthy. Its what that specific person's body can handle that matters, not a damn number!! 
          
          A L S O.. someone can be chubby and also be healthy. Just because someone has love handles, stretch marks, underarm fat, cellulite, or whatever else, doesn't mean they're unhealthy! As long as someone doesn't have more weight on themselves than their body can handle, they're FINE. Skinny people can be  unhealthy too! 
          IT'SABOUTWHATTHEBODYCANHANDLE,NOTWHATPEOPLETHINKYOUSHOULDBE

Guess who's going on a date!!
          So he invited me to a Christmas party and my parents (very surprisingly) agreed to let me go with him! After the party, we're going to go see a movie, which I'm really excited about!!

YOOO so I might be getting a boyfriend??
          I went to the guy I like for advice about what to do, and I figured if I went to the source of my feelings for help, it'll throw him off! That didn't really work..  he kinda guessed I liked him, but I told him before he guessed. He took it really well, which shows that I could trust him, which I'm very thankful for. TURNS OUT that he also has feelings for me!
          
          We also may or may not have texted each other literally all day yesterday.
          We're gonna talk about all this on Friday which I'm literally freaking out! I'm excited and also a bit nervous? I am a patient person so this isn't KILLING me, but it's hard to wait

OK IM KINDA FREAKING OUT BECAUSE ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE MY BEST FRIEND (Like, best goddang friends) WENT MIA, AND SHE WAS ON SPOTIFY RECENTLY. IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IF SHE WAS ALIVE OR ANYTHING, SHE JUST DISAPPEARED MONTHS AGO AND WASNT RESPONDING TO EMAILS, INSTAGRAM, TUMBLR, LIKE NoTHinG! for f*cking MONTHS. MONTHS. M O N T H S.....!!  I'VE BEEN WORRIED SICK. IDK IF SHE WAS GROUNDED FOR A LONG TIME AND WASN'T ABLE TO TELL ME THAT SHE COULDN'T TALK TO ME, BUT THATS WEIRD BECAUSE IT'S NOT LIKE HER TO GET INTO THAT MUCH TROUBLE WITH HER PARENTS. I REALLY HOPE THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THE END OF HER DISAPPEARANCE

Wattpad fanfiction, and almost every other work is shit.
          There are very few exceptions.
          If anyone knows of any WELL-WRITTEN pieces of literature, PLEASE tell me.

Does my mother not realize how f*cking hard it is to get a job at 15? I've had no "real experience" and its going to be really hard for me to get hired? At my age, I can only work so many hours legally, because I'm a minor. I'll start out on low wages. My mom has a busy schedule and she would be my transportation, so I can only work certain days. I don't live in down so I have limited options, and of those few options, I'm too young to work at a lot of them. Those places that I can work at probably don't pay well to begin with, let alone, me, a minor, on starting wages. 
          BUT MY MOM SEEMS TO THINK I CAN GET A JOB ANYWHERE I WANT. 
          LIKE,
          WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK
          NO I CANT.
          IF I COULD I WOULD.