Mishi_Mish

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I miss being a kid and looking forward to coming home to role-play on here every day. I didn't realize that was what got me through middle school/high school until it was gone. I miss how compact our communities were and how everyone almost knew everyone. I had dear friends who I hope are doing well. I was not a good friend, I see that now. If I could go back, I'd cherish them more. I wish I hadn't gotten so sick that I burned every bridge I had. I miss the hours of ignorance and bliss of escaping to our fantasies. Being an adult fucking sucks.

Mishi_Mish

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I miss being a kid and looking forward to coming home to role-play on here every day. I didn't realize that was what got me through middle school/high school until it was gone. I miss how compact our communities were and how everyone almost knew everyone. I had dear friends who I hope are doing well. I was not a good friend, I see that now. If I could go back, I'd cherish them more. I wish I hadn't gotten so sick that I burned every bridge I had. I miss the hours of ignorance and bliss of escaping to our fantasies. Being an adult fucking sucks.

Mishi_Mish

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Sup fuckers guess who's back from the ~big sad~
          You've probably wondered why I've been gone for....7 months .
          Long ass story short, I finally graduated high school, almost killed myself ~twice~ and pushed my friends away in the process because I thought it would be easier for them to move on hating me rather than them wondering what happened to me.
          Prrrrrobably not the best move, and I apologize to everyone I was a massive dick to right before I disappeared.
          My mental health was shit in April because I was like, 3 weeks from graduation and was balls deep in an existential crisis that I didn't get out of until late September and even then I went through weeks of self care and shit. Even now I struggle.
          And if you've known me for the last 8 years, I'm sure you've noticed how intense my depressive and manic episodes are. And I'm so, so sorry to those who have been affected by me in anyway.

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Me: Man I really should work on Clairty, so I have something to work on after I start taking ADHD medication so I can actually be consistent with my writing
          
          Also me: LET'S JUST FINISH RESCUE BOTS THEN TAKE A NAP. RINSE AND REPEAT. MAYBE WE SHOULD REWATCH TRANSFORMERS PRIME

Mishi_Mish

Hey guys, I thought I'd just give a little update on roleplays and stuff. I think for the time being, I will no longer be role-playing here on Wattpad, and I'll probably only pop in to read books. I knew this day would come eventually, it comes for everyone someday. We've all grown up, grown apart, and most of us aren't here anymore. 
          
          We've all busy with our own lives now. Some of us have moved on to college and work, maybe families, while the rest of us are getting ready to go off to college. We not those young pre-teens and teenagers anymore. I turn 18 this year and in 2023 or 2024, I'll be shipping off to Texas to start my life and go off to college. 
          
          There are no more transformers to fawn over, quirks to design, heroes to make, no more stories to tell. I know that you guys know I don't write drabbles anymore, I burned myself out a long time ago, and the lack of interaction on them was admittedly really discouraging to me. Admittedly, we all fell into our own groups eventually, some of us staying where we were while others moved on to other things. 
          
          Maybe one day I'll come back, with a new love for Transformers, or a new love for My Hero Academia, or perhaps something else, who's to say really? 
          
          I love you guys, so so very much. Thank you for all these wonderful years of laughter, angst, crying, happiness, bouncing writing ideas off one another and friendship. I don't know who I would've become as a person without each and every one of you. Thank you. Till All Are One.