KaelynnJackson
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Hey girl.. ik you probably asleep rn but I need to vent. My birthday is tomorrow on the 20th. Well today, my bf slept all fkn day and woke up for 30 mins then went back to sleep. I have been depressed all day and let him get his sleep even though I really needed him up w me. So when he went back to sleep, i tried waking him up twice. Both times, I'm BAWLING my eyes out & he fucking SNAPS. He yells at me. So ofc I caught an attitude bc he knows I suffer depression and he's the only one here that I wanna talk to & spend time with when I'm going through it. So we got to arguing, & when I expressed how he made me feel lonely & how I'm always there for him when he needs me, he told me to STFU bc what I'm saying is stupid. He also claimed he "been up" but was SNORING. So now my birthday is ruined & I realize that I can not count on him to be there for me mentally.. but I fucking love him anyways and want to fix it. Tell me I'm stupid and need to just move tf on. Idk what to do sis. I'm stuck and confused.
Mishlawi23
@KaelynnJackson hey I hope you are safe and had a good Christmas,please let me know how you are ,I’m worried about you.
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