Hello, my lovely readers
I honestly didn’t know if I would ever write another note here.
When I unpublished my stories, I meant everything I said. At that time, it was the decision that felt right for me, my values, and my peace of heart. I don’t regret listening to myself then.
But I also didn’t realize how much I would miss this.
I miss writing.
I miss opening a blank page and slowly turning the scenes in my head into words. I miss getting excited over a chapter. I miss my characters, my little fictional worlds, your comments, your reactions, and the feeling of sharing something I created with people who loved it too.
And more than anything lately… I miss ENHYPEN.
I miss them so much.
I miss the memories, the laughter, the chaos, the comfort they gave me, and the seven members who became such a special part of my life. And I miss Heeseung. So, so much.
Maybe that is what made me look back at these stories again.
These stories hold a version of my love for them. They hold memories, emotions, comfort, and pieces of me that I thought I could simply close the door on—but I couldn’t. I kept missing them.
So… I want to come back.
I want to write again.
This doesn’t mean my previous words were a lie. I still want to love and support ENHYPEN with respect and healthy boundaries. I still want to stay true to my values and my heart. But I’ve realized that writing is also a part of me, and I don’t want to lose something I love so deeply.
I don’t know exactly what this return will look like yet. Maybe I will change some things. Maybe I will grow with my stories instead of running away from them.
But I know one thing:
I miss this.
I miss you.
I miss my stories.
I miss ENHYPEN.
And I miss Heeseung more than I know how to put into words.
So, if you’ll still have me…
Mishu is coming home.
With love,
— Mishu
