Misiaa111111

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ive been inactive for a long time but wattpad is my safe space so fuck it. 
          	
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          	ive never had a problem with how much i weigh, and ate as much as i wanted but that kinda changed recently (like a year ago). i started weighing myself more often. i rarely ate 3 meals a day but my weight stayed stable and pretty healthy (between 54-56kg). but in the last week ive been sick and home with my parents, who made sure i ate at least 3 meals. yesterday the scale showed 57.1kg (it was never that high in my life) and i had a fucking breakdown and cried for 2h. the worst part is i cant talk about it with my best friend cause she's bigger than me and i don't want her to feel bad cause her body is literally so beautiful (her boobs frfr), and my other friends would make a huge deal out of it and start to make me eat and stuff (my bsf also says i eat too little and always makes me eat some of her food but she isnt so dramatic about it). the only person i can think of that i could talk to is my guy friend (i kinda have/had a crush on him but he has a new girl now). a week ago hes seen my scars and later i talked to him about my family problems and he reacted really well so i would feel comfortable talking to him, but before that we never really talked about deep stuff like that. i don't want to trauma dump on him all at once. idk what to do 

WolfieReads20

Hello! Do you take reading requests? If so, I’d really appreciate it if you checked out my friend’s and story. It’s a HP OC story, but it’s written well enough that if you don’t know HP, it’s still a fun read. It’s got cute ships like Wolfstar, and other background ships. It’d make my friend’s day if you gave her story a chance, it’s a good read. 
          
          Have a blessed day! <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/360980279?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=WolfieReads20

WolfieReads20

@Misiaa111111 omg! that'd make my freinds' day!
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Misiaa111111

@WolfieReads20 i actually have been reading a lot of hp fics recently so I'll read this one when i get the chance <33
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Misiaa111111

this message may be offensive
ive been inactive for a long time but wattpad is my safe space so fuck it. 
          
          TW ED⚠️
          
          ive never had a problem with how much i weigh, and ate as much as i wanted but that kinda changed recently (like a year ago). i started weighing myself more often. i rarely ate 3 meals a day but my weight stayed stable and pretty healthy (between 54-56kg). but in the last week ive been sick and home with my parents, who made sure i ate at least 3 meals. yesterday the scale showed 57.1kg (it was never that high in my life) and i had a fucking breakdown and cried for 2h. the worst part is i cant talk about it with my best friend cause she's bigger than me and i don't want her to feel bad cause her body is literally so beautiful (her boobs frfr), and my other friends would make a huge deal out of it and start to make me eat and stuff (my bsf also says i eat too little and always makes me eat some of her food but she isnt so dramatic about it). the only person i can think of that i could talk to is my guy friend (i kinda have/had a crush on him but he has a new girl now). a week ago hes seen my scars and later i talked to him about my family problems and he reacted really well so i would feel comfortable talking to him, but before that we never really talked about deep stuff like that. i don't want to trauma dump on him all at once. idk what to do