MissAmandaB

Wow. 
          	Guys it's been a long time and I'd like to say I am so sorry. I got busy and stressed with school, been struggling with mental health and I started a job so life slipped. But I guess I'm back?

MissAmandaB

Hello m'loves!
          
          Another update is out finally! I am skipping school work for this because I can and I love writing. 
          
          I have another story in mind that I might work on, but I will definitely be working on "7 Reasons To...". 
          
          Enjoy the new chapter, have a good day!

MissAmandaB

Hello m'loves
          
          I'm trying my best to keep "7 Reasons To..." updated but I'm having writer's block so I am going to pause on the book until I figure out where I want the story to go. Fear not, it should be updated soon, maybe today, maybe next week.
          
          In the mean time, I might just make a new story.  I got so many stories in my head, it's hard to focus on one. We'll see. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know I am having writer's block. 
          
          XOXO

MissAmandaB

Hello m'loves
          
          I've been away a lot recently. There's a huge reason for my absence and I would like to share what is going on. The stress of trying to stay caught up with school has been a drag. I've been going through a lot of mental stuff because of school and the stress of it. It's been so bad that I'v contemplating just running away or doing something extreme (I'm sure you can figure out what I mean by that). I'm not doing that well. 
          Pressure from the school to get and stay caught up it just ridiculous for me. Education should not be this hard on teenagers, especially in a pandemic. I've never thought I would say this, but I am getting to the point where I just want to stop functioning. 
          I've been trying my hardest to stay caught up, but like I mentioned, it's so much pressure. 
          Another reason for my absence is the fact I am going through a huge writer's block and I've been struggling to write the next chapter for my book. I stepped back from my passion, dreamt on it and I actually got over it but I still cannot do the one thing I love to do because of something I hate: school. 
          I really wish I can just tell the school how much pressure it is on me but it's not possible for me to do. I know I need to get stuff done, so I am taking time out of that to give a quick update to where I've been. 
          I'm sorry I've been lacking on my updates and I hope I'll get one up soon. Hope y'all are doing well through this pandemic. Please wear a mask and be safe!
          
          XOXO

MissAmandaB

Hello m'loves
          
          So school work has been kicking my ass recently. I've been trying to get caught up and I haven't been like neglecting all of my stuff, I've kept up with it so far but it's getting a little much and I've fallen slightly behind. 
          
          Anyway... I have been giving my writing a lot of thought. Like A LOT of thought. Being an author has always been a dream of mine ever since I was a young girl. I always thought that being able to share my imagination would help inspire younger generations to get into books and writing. I've always been into books and I thought everyone else should be too. 
          
          Growing up, I also have been very into history and thought going into a field that dealt with ancient stuff would be the coolest. My original plan throughout my high school years (I'm a junior so about three years including 8th grade. That's not high school but floopin whatever) was to go into a history, get my PhD, and work on books as a side job. 
          
          As I mentioned before, I have been thinking about my plans quite often recently. I decided that I'm giving up my dream. My dream to go into history and I will be pursuing my childhood dream of being an author. It's a scary thought for me to give up a good source of income for me to focus on my writing. 
          
          I don't have a plan really for life. I plan to take the winging it side of things to life and I'm honestly scared. I have hope I guess. 
          
          I want to build my fan base. I want to expand my writing, to share it with others. I want feedback, I want people to read my stuff. So I'm asking for help...I think? I don't have a point to this whole post, just thought I'd share stuff I guess. I don't know, but I just want to say this. Help me out. Share stuff. Read. Tell people. Help me expand my lifelong dream.  
          
          I plan on making another story. Detailed. Something....epic. But I will continue with my other story. 
          
          Goodbye m'loves.

MissAmandaB

Hello loves!
          School started for me a couple weeks back and I'm doing quite a bit of classes this year so I'm a bit busy. I am doing online but it still gets a little stressful and on top of that, I have to take care of a puppy while my grandma is working during the day, and Jethro (puppy) is quite a handful. That being said, I am working as hard as I can to get ahead in all of my classes so I don't have to worry about them too much and I will get an update on "7 Reasons To..." as soon as I can! 
          I hope you guys are staying safe!

MissAmandaB

Hello my loves. I unpublished two of my stories so I only have "7 Reasons To..." published. I want to edit one of the stories. Like change it drastically. Sorry for any inconvenience this brings!
          But read "7 Reasons To..."!! Its good.