MissBladeLover
Guess who's back....Back again....Blade is back...Tell a friend...
MissBladeLover
@62xlovelycdox Honestly, I was scared starting high school, but now everything seems to be falling into place. Growing up felt distant and terrifying, like a looming monster. Techno's death coincided with my high school start, reminding me how quickly life can change for the worse. However, as I've adjusted, I've come to cherish my high school experience and am excited for what’s next. I was afraid of high school, but it turned out to be one of my best times. I've heard college is even better, so I'm trying to stay optimistic. I know a lot will change, and not everything will be great, but it's the mix of good and bad that makes life worth living.
62xlovelycdox
@MissBladeLover That was kinda of bittersweet to read. The part where you said “i also have the same interests from way back and I probably will, it seems to me i’m only adding to the list and not removing anything”I have never agreed on something more then right now!! I have been feeling the EXACT same; all of my interests from the past I still have them alongside new interests, they just seem to never go away. Dream SMP also showed me that, especially recently since I have discovered where everyone ended up. It’s honestly making me kinda sad to think. Time doesn’t feel real. I cant believe the first time I made a wattpad account was 4 years ago, it feels like jsut yesterday. I cant bring myself to change the pfp or anything. I hope everything works out for you in life :) I’m in highschool but I am no where near finishing it however I know time will fly and just tomorrow I will be walking the stage to graduate. (Sorry for typing so much). Are you scared of what life has in stock for you? I am.. Even though i’m young, I am absolutely petrified. I don’t even know how to describe how I am feeling about all these new changes and how fast time is really going by. It feels as if EVERYTHING in my life is 100% different than how things were in 2020, but in a twisted way it also feels as if nothing has changed.
MissBladeLover
@62xlovelycdox A lot has changed, you're more than right. In less than three days (December 24) I'll finally turn 18. I'm in my last year of high school, the first semester is over one more to go - and boom I'm going to be in college... Honestly only now do I see how much time has passed. I used to think that growing up is going to take forever but this...Dream SMP, old anime and fandoms I was in... it just shows me how quickly time goes by and how much people can change. I also have the same interests from way back - and I probably always will, it seems to me I'm only adding to the list and not removing anything. The only diffrance is that I'm coming back to this from time to time, since I'm pretty sure my hyper fixation lasts for a while then I focus on something else.
