I know... I get it... I'm a screw up. I can't do anything right. I know... I deserve it.
I don't deserve to fall in love.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to have a family.
I don't deserve to be who I am.
I'm not good enough.
You torture me every day.
You call me ugly names.
You tell me I don't deserve to live and that I should die alone with no one to care.
And for that I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm not pretty enough. I'm not talented enough.
I'm sorry.... I forgive you.