MissChaoticNeutral

Uh I just wanna annouc that I'm going on a break, a loong one and propably won't be coming back from it any time soon . Long story short  I struggle. With everything,  I'm just existing on earth this point, I don't like anything I do, I'm talentless . The olny one thing I'm good at is rooting in my bed. 
          	 I always compare myself to other, and they are always more talented, more skillful and the list goes on, and I hate that too that I'm bringing myself down comparing myself to others. Because how can anyone write 200k word masterpice with beautifully build word and characters when I struggle to write 2k words and it's just bad? I hate that I don't have talent for writting nor witt for it. So yeah I won't be coming back anytime soon since I dislike everthing I do. 
          	I won't be apologising for grammar mistakes I hate that I'm so much smarter in my native language and struggle with english.

BlankCore5

@MissChaoticNeutral that's fine, take your time. I know the struggle of writing a beautiful story and tbh I can only mange 1k words or less ;-;
          	  I'll always be here waiting for you but make sure to take care of yourself and know that you are loved! Don't give up in life... Also your stories are great. Try not to beat yourself down too much alright? Everyone is special in their own ways <3 
          	  (I'm also bad at english and with my native language, considering how I haven't return from my homeland for a few years now)
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MissChaoticNeutral

Uh I just wanna annouc that I'm going on a break, a loong one and propably won't be coming back from it any time soon . Long story short  I struggle. With everything,  I'm just existing on earth this point, I don't like anything I do, I'm talentless . The olny one thing I'm good at is rooting in my bed. 
           I always compare myself to other, and they are always more talented, more skillful and the list goes on, and I hate that too that I'm bringing myself down comparing myself to others. Because how can anyone write 200k word masterpice with beautifully build word and characters when I struggle to write 2k words and it's just bad? I hate that I don't have talent for writting nor witt for it. So yeah I won't be coming back anytime soon since I dislike everthing I do. 
          I won't be apologising for grammar mistakes I hate that I'm so much smarter in my native language and struggle with english.

BlankCore5

@MissChaoticNeutral that's fine, take your time. I know the struggle of writing a beautiful story and tbh I can only mange 1k words or less ;-;
            I'll always be here waiting for you but make sure to take care of yourself and know that you are loved! Don't give up in life... Also your stories are great. Try not to beat yourself down too much alright? Everyone is special in their own ways <3 
            (I'm also bad at english and with my native language, considering how I haven't return from my homeland for a few years now)
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MissChaoticNeutral

Happy New Year ! 
           I wanted to wish all the best !(it's only 17:30 military time 5.30 p.m. (? Idk how to use am/pm ) and I don't know what time zone you are in, but it doesn't matter.
            I wish you that 2024 will be full of hope, love and many many good experiences.  However, failures are also an inevitable part of life, I hope that you will never give up and draw conclusions from every little stumble, because these stumbles and falls are the basis of life, they shape and teach us. Nothing happens without a reason, at least  I think so.  
          I really hope that you will be curious about the world, learn new things, meet new people and enjoy life. 
           In my country there is a belief that the way you spend New Year's Eve affects how you will spend the whole year, so I hope you will spend it happily!  
          Happy New Year !!!

MissChaoticNeutral

@ BearPlanet_x  Happy new year to you too!!! <3
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BearPlanet_x

@MissChaoticNeutral 
            happy new year!! <3
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MissChaoticNeutral

Hello!
          
           I am writing to wish you all  Merry Christmas( or Happy Hollidays? Idk in my country it's one word xD) 
          , I hope you are spending this holiday peacefully and happily.  
          I wish you all, regardless of whether you are celebrating or not, a lot of health, happiness and prosperity that your problems will be solved wherever you are in life.  Once again, lots of health and happiness ❤️‍❤️❤️

BearPlanet_x

Thats so sweet and thoughtful of you omg tysm it means a loott :D the same goes for ya too! <33 i hope your having a great one i dnt celebrate it but i like to share the same joy as any other person lol hopefully your having a great one <3 @MissChaoticNeutral
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MissChaoticNeutral

Today I saw Barbie and I loved it moreover I think it's really important movie, under all this  shugar and pinkness lays problems all the girls face daily. I laughted and cried just the same as my bestie I went with. Do I identify as a defressed Barbie? Yes yes I do.

BearPlanet_x

@MissChaoticNeutral Fr? I didnt see it yet but i can see why ppl like it i am honestly not a barbie fan xD more like a violence n murder lover gal  heh
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