花

: ) https://www.wattpad.com/story/220864885

I haven't posted since 2017, let's change that shall we?
          I got a couple drafts for stories that can be posted owo.
          p.s. everyone please stay safe and take care/caution.

Why is a rose that grows differently from those buried in pain as cold as the falling snow?
          
          The life thee choose is not one they known, only wanted clearance when death is bestowed.
          
          Words have become indented like a model pose, they are pain just like the brick breaking bones, so why would you hurt this lonesome rose?
          
          Ignorance is morphing into hatred, the words with no meaning had impaction, only when the petals are gone there is not satisfaction.
          
          Love me? Love me not? Is a game where you mindlessly pluck someone's life away and in the real world its just the same.
          
          
          
          
          Wonder who is a rose in thus world?
          
          I made a little poem because this is how I feel. The world is all a game of taking and giving, for some taking is best, for others they choose to give, and just like chess if pawns get in the way they get removed.
          I always wanted to be a singer and get my message out to everyone so I could be a giver in every language I could Learn.
          
          My favorite song by him is hallelujah.
          
          He is the inspiration for this poem.
          
          The one called jonghyun.
          
          https://www.change.org/p/entertainment-agencies-mental-health-support-for-artists-in-the-entertainment-industry?recruiter=843852085&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=share_page&utm_term=psf_combo_share_initial.combo_new_control_progress_110217winners
          
          Sign it if you can.
          

So I'm pretty sure most of you heard about net neutrality and how its may be coming to the US...I live in the US so umm....yeah.

I am feeling low when I should be high.
          My dream is to write, spread my wings and fly.
          Motivate my motivation but it turns to desperation.
          I listened and watched but now I cant feel this way.
          Probably leaving you forever but I still love you the same.
          I cry out my heart when you blew up from fame.
          Now I cant listen to you and be in your game.
          I cant help but feel this way.

Someone just told me bts won the bbma. I don't know if its true nor know how to feel.

My friend told me to post all my work in progresses. 

Posted a new story called Break me, don't break me. Hope you enjoy.

Just updated my story ying and yang.
          
          The drama continues.

I'm working on my new chapters. I've been in bed very sick and tired so I haven't been able to post much. When I get sick I become very week and light headed so I can't do much. I'm sorry for the long wait.