@MissIdgafas Hi, there!
Let me tell you this: Most of the fan authors suck at writing when we start, including myself. Slowly we read, write and improve our writing (with help or not). But I know this, that each writer has something unique to offer. It can be that there are proficiency writers out there, stories that are said and written that makes us envy the words itself.
Yet, if you enjoy writing working and building your own stories. Are you having fun and are you loving writing?
Then keep writing. Take your time and work on your stories. We hope we read more of your work and have fun doing so.
Have a nice day!