@MissPhoenix04
How are you doing mon amie?
@Astraeus17 I’m hanging in there…sorry for taking so long to respond back. I kinda just went down the rabbit hole and only stuck with instagram for communication. I hope you’re doing good. And that things are treating you well. ^-^
I absolutely love kids. They’re just so great. Especially when they try to run me over with the side by side because they think it’s funny. As well as trying to hit the two dogs that I was trying to keep out of the way because they didn’t care if they hit them or not. Despite the side by side not being theirs, them being too young to even drive the side by side, being on someone else’s land who said they weren’t allowed on (which where I live, you can legally shoot and kill someone for that), and are guests at someone else’s house who also just so happen to own the two dogs they didn’t care if they hit, coming close to almost hitting them more than once. Yeah, kids are so amazing. I just can’t help but adore them. :|
@Astraeus17 also sorry for late reply, I been sticking to discord since wattpad is removing pms :( But I hope your exams went smoothly and that you’re doing well ^-^
For those who are moving over to Discord, I plan on trying to attempt making a server. My idea is to make it where you can discuss roleplay ideas, ocs, and even group roleplays for those who want to. But I also think it will make it easier for sharing your ocs. Since discord doesn’t have books you can look through. If you’re interested let me know. Also would like to share that the server will be kinda built together, everyone giving their own thoughts/suggestions. And so people wouldn’t have to worry about anyone typing or adjusting their ocs, I’m going to have it where only the person who owns the ocs can type/edit it while others can only view.
I usually don’t put my discord out but with how dumb Wattpad is being and there actually isn’t that many people who follow me on here and are still active, ima put it up. My discord is _missphoenix_ so if you’d like to still talk and or rp, you can add me there. I’m also actually a lot more active on discord being that I can access the private messages through the website on my phone.
I’m not gonna lie y’all, but I’ve kinda just been out of it for a while. And I’m trying to get more active like not just one here because I’ve just went quite on a lot of media platforms, as well as certain gaming platforms I used to be active and talkative on, but I just don’t have the drive for it. As if I don’t really have much of purpose to be on those platforms. And I’m not saying that like that’s how people are making me feel or anything, simply that I myself don’t really do anything to seem important enough to be there. If that makes any sense? To me it does but then again my brain is kinda mess right now and I’m rather tired. Anywho, I’m not going to leave or anything. I will still try to be here more often, meaning if you don’t mind a bit of a delayed response I am willing to try and start/continue roleplays. Since I do enjoy the ones I have started and kinda bummed about the ones I’ve missed out on. I’m hoping that soon when I’m able to figure some things out and leave the place I’m currently staying, things will get a lot better. And won’t have to worry about being so mentally drained 24/7.
@DeviousDiCaprio yeah I understand what you’re saying. Things are a bit better with my family for right now but I’m kinda wary of things with my bb. He usually is my rock and is there for me with my breakdowns but things are a bit different now so my breakdowns are more frequent and harder to handle. And it doesn’t help that I’m an over-thinker either. Also for the rp, I can look through some different scenarios you have for different ocs, maybe pick a few and see what you like as well.
@MissPhoenix04 Of course, I’m here for you anytime! Sometimes going through hard obstacles make us who we are. We definitely had some family issues and let me tell you- it was a hell of a trip, but things settled down but sometimes there’s occasional setbacks. (I’m trying to be vague for privacy reasons) I know how it feels like ages before things gradually get better, but things will. I don’t know? Wattpad has been weird. Also, we could continue that even tho I don’t remember much of it or use a different character or scenario. Get back to me whenever since I know you time is limited on here
@hardcorelxver Thank you. It means a lot. There’s been times where I felt like it was getting better but then I get hit hella hard by something else outside of my family stuff. But love ya too, thank you for always being so nice and supportive. And as for the rp part, yeah. I’d love to continue ours. I don’t know if my response ever went through on the Amber x Stephen one. But I’m okay with starting a new one too. Either way is fine since writing has always been one of my best coping mechanisms.
So currently, my obsession for Hazbin Hotel has gotten a lot worse since the pilot that came out 5 years ago. I’ve always loved the show and kinda watched it grow to what it is now, it’s just even more so now that season one came out. Like I actually drew an oc for it and plan on making an insta account for my future Hazbin art I’m going to be working on. I even crocheted a Luci Duck. And I’m tempted to change my theme on here to go with it. I’m not sure yet though. And I don’t know if I do if I’ll use my oc for it or my favorite character.
Plz, hit me up on here. I miss u <3
I apologize for being gone so long, seeming as if I went ghost. I would like yall to know it wasn’t my intention. I’ve been having some complications with my family and because of that I’ve been blocked from the internet/wifi. It was made sure that I couldn’t go online or do anything on my devices. I had one day of internet access prior to now but it was because of a reset and I managed to get on for an hour or two. But I never made it to wattpad to inform those I talk with and or rp with. During this time I’ve had a lot of mental health struggles since I use my devices to help me sleep. So I’ve been running on 4-6 hours each day. Again, I’m very sorry for practically going ghost. I still have to walk around eggshells meaning there’s a chance I’ll go quiet for another long period of time.
@hardcorelxver thank you, that means a lot. And I look forward to being able to talk to you more, as well as getting back into roleplay. I missed wattpad and the friends I’ve made through it.
@MissPhoenix04 Hey, no worries. I knew you had some family issues to attend to. Thank you for telling us. I hope things are okay and will work out smoothly for you. I will be sending my love and best wishes for you. I hope we can reconnect once again and start to roleplay. We been through a lot and I truly appreciate you. Wishing you but the best.
Well, I’m 20 now. Yay.
@DeviousDiCaprio Honestly I’m not surprised since in person a lot of people think I’m younger than what I actually am. My height doesn’t help either. But I guess the way I talk/sound and how I look, make people often believe I’m around 16. I even had kids freshman kids ask about it, not even sure how I was old enough to be working. But thank you! I most definitely try to remain mature with most situations though I will admit there’s been a few where I wasn’t as mature. But I have my reasons for those certain occasions in which I’m sure a good amount people would understand. One time being because a kid on a video game was being very bothersome and insisting on arguing, so I did that really childish thing where I pretended they weren’t even there. Lmao. I know it was immature and I was the adult but I genuinely wasn’t trying to fight with a kid. It also was very funny seeing how frustrated they got and how some people in the gaming server actually went along with it too.
@MissPhoenix04 Thank you, I have no idea why I thought you were younger. You definitely act mature tho, especially with dealing with everything, quite inspiring, to be honest. Yes, it’s hard to act mature in those situations especially if the person is slandering you, but it’s necessary if you want to avoid any drama.
@DeviousDiCaprio You really did, you handled it a lot better than a lot of older people I know would have. Like I know some people who are 27+ and wouldn’t have been so mature about it. Which always seems to amaze me. We constantly hear from those who are older that we’re so immature but yet when it comes down to it, it’s the younger ones who are actually the mature ones.
The weather has gotten a lot better, now being in the 20s and 30s, so ima try to catch up on all I missed.
