i know you probably don’t really wanna listen to me and my personal life but if you do care here
my grandpa died and i just found out. he had a huge sickness and he was actually a cool guy, but i never understood what he said anymore because he couldn’t speak properly and he couldn’t walk very well either. it’s not bc he could only speak mandarin. my mom is having a mental breakdown and i just don’t know what to do—when i was really little i was so much closer to him but now i’m less close and i feel so awful for taking him for granted- even though i only took him for granted just a little bit
my mom is going to china straight away tomorrow and my dad is leaving for a business trip tomorrow- which leaves me and my brothers alone for a week or so
i honestly don’t know entirely i SHOULD feel about any of this but i do feel really sad and i wish i could go with my mother to his funeral in china. i can’t, though, because of fuckjng SCHOOL. so yeah. anyway...
have a nice day- remember i’m always here if you need to vent or anything