𐙚⋆.˚𝓩𝓸𝓮𝔂 ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

I posted an edit using the friends song by Marshmello and the girl(a Spiderman edit that included Tobey Maguire, Andrew Garfield Ryan Gosling and emma stone, 4 different movies in one edit to make it look like it's one movie) few weeks ago but then deleted it after some few hours because it got very low likes and views, then today as i was scrolling i saw it had been posted (stolen in short) the same week id posted mine but a day later, by another editor and she got 10 million views and 1.5 million likes and comments of people saying *no way this edit is free!* *This edit gonna pay the bills* and even a big Tiktok influencer reacted to it saying it's the edit of the month. I asked her but she blocked me and yeah. At least i know it was peak, took me many hours to make it but it's ok. If I reposted it, people will say I stole it. Oh yeah, I don't put watermarks that's y. *Sigh*

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSfuQJesR/
          
          Is this peak :(
          
          *Puppy eyes*

For fucking fuck fucking hell fuck sake I don't use fucking dumbass fucking templates. Fyi I used alight Motion to make the shapes of my videos and fucking text behind character and other things then capcut to do the rest and fucking inshot to increase the fucking quality cause I got inshot pro so I can just turn them to 4k fucking quality. I do all of that just to fucking get lesser views and likes than people who fucking use templates and just fucking shakes and zoom in and fucking out. Fucking fuck fucking hell. Fucking Unfair life fucking idiot life. Aaaaaaaaaaaaagh 

another person is trying to e-date me ts happened last November as well why do people who live in fucking Finland or India or Germany and even one from Australia ask me out and no one who I live near by

My mom asked me, *Raphael what are you doing right now?* and I walked towards them looking at the floor (being dramatic ofc) and I said, "I drive" then took out my phone and started playing the nightcall song by kavinsky. (I felt like Ryan Gosling aaaaaaaaaaaaagh ) she told me to stop being stupid so I just said I'm doing nothing lol.

Just say you hate me *runs to my room then stops at the stairs* I didn't ask to be in this family *runs to my room crying*

Zoey? Where are you? I miss you:((((

Someone said I'm a pdf cause I was too nice to this girl and I am acting immature. *Sigh* what did I do to girls  :(((

Good afternoon Angel (sorry for calling you that, I mean it a platonic way please). Or is it evening *chuckles awkwardly* 
          
          How is your day?
          
          You drank water? 
          
          Once again, are you breathing?(Man idk what else to ask you:((((. I'm so sorry)
          
          Oh yeah I have something to ask you,
          
          So what's your ughm, favourite microphone brand?

https://youtube.com/shorts/qZsLjYBidPk?si=XUUqqL0iBOuVXhON
          
          
          How is it Zoey :((