MisterMinutae

29/09/2020
          	1:30am, Pitch black early morning...
          	
          	This place is probably as good if not better than a physical journal I think. So here goes.
          	
          	Iam,. Struggling, but I care not to admit it. I feel a bleak void somewhere in my soul. I couldn't really get a firm grasp at what it is. Love? Purpose? Creative endeavours?
          	
          	 So far the universe isn't getting me there. Am I blaming the cosmos? Am I that desperate of a fool to curse at such wonders? Am I that ungrateful? 
          	
          	 No, Ive been acknowledging the gratitude, and the good things, I've been a good person. But why? What's really keeping me from doing the things I need be done?

MisterMinutae

@MisterMinutae Well, what is there to be done?
          	   Read the novels that you so badly want to read? Just so you can model the creative thinking processes of the characters you look up to so you can better psychologically deal with the real world?
          	  
          	     Yeah, that's one.
          	  
          	   Another? The study of memorization and Mind maps
          	   Yes. Quite fundamental and crucial. Before any lessons to be taken in, it is far more important to focus on HOW it should be taken in, memorized, summed up, mind mapped, visualised and etc...
          	  
          	     This should be equally if not more important than the rest so far
          	  
          	   One more, but never the least. M.Gillete's system for a foundational mindset system to get everything in-check and orderly. Generally increases the wellbeing of life, mentally, physically, spiritually.
          	  
          	  
          	  
          	                       So 3 of the Meta-Learning
          	  
          	  Then the second tier. More actionable stuff. Mostly Practical;
          	   1. Laws, common Police laws
          	   2. Habits, 
          	   3. REMINDER (this maybe is the thing carrying everything else, without this would pretty much have you to restart from square one, you'd feel as if you'd have no purpose and nothing to fight for anymore. VERY IMPORTANT)
          	  
          	  
          	  THIRD tier, Something more related to the moment, to where you work at, or in, or with. And the how's of it, and especially the why's;
          	   1.  Summary note-take Mission statement of *9.3.⁹
          	  
          	  
          	  That's all I'm gonna note for today,.. get a shut-eye for 8am shift soon.. that's like 6 hours away.
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MisterMinutae

29/09/2020
          1:30am, Pitch black early morning...
          
          This place is probably as good if not better than a physical journal I think. So here goes.
          
          Iam,. Struggling, but I care not to admit it. I feel a bleak void somewhere in my soul. I couldn't really get a firm grasp at what it is. Love? Purpose? Creative endeavours?
          
           So far the universe isn't getting me there. Am I blaming the cosmos? Am I that desperate of a fool to curse at such wonders? Am I that ungrateful? 
          
           No, Ive been acknowledging the gratitude, and the good things, I've been a good person. But why? What's really keeping me from doing the things I need be done?

MisterMinutae

@MisterMinutae Well, what is there to be done?
             Read the novels that you so badly want to read? Just so you can model the creative thinking processes of the characters you look up to so you can better psychologically deal with the real world?
            
               Yeah, that's one.
            
             Another? The study of memorization and Mind maps
             Yes. Quite fundamental and crucial. Before any lessons to be taken in, it is far more important to focus on HOW it should be taken in, memorized, summed up, mind mapped, visualised and etc...
            
               This should be equally if not more important than the rest so far
            
             One more, but never the least. M.Gillete's system for a foundational mindset system to get everything in-check and orderly. Generally increases the wellbeing of life, mentally, physically, spiritually.
            
            
            
                                 So 3 of the Meta-Learning
            
            Then the second tier. More actionable stuff. Mostly Practical;
             1. Laws, common Police laws
             2. Habits, 
             3. REMINDER (this maybe is the thing carrying everything else, without this would pretty much have you to restart from square one, you'd feel as if you'd have no purpose and nothing to fight for anymore. VERY IMPORTANT)
            
            
            THIRD tier, Something more related to the moment, to where you work at, or in, or with. And the how's of it, and especially the why's;
             1.  Summary note-take Mission statement of *9.3.⁹
            
            
            That's all I'm gonna note for today,.. get a shut-eye for 8am shift soon.. that's like 6 hours away.
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MisterMinutae

Who would've thought Id become a nurse. Nope, wasn't me. Atleast until a month ago when I was told I had been chosen for the course.
          
          Frightening, as it is for me. Because it was the least national diploma 'Job' that could ever have it cross my mind. But In fact: It never has.
          
          But this is good news, salary packs a good punch anywhere in the world with this sort of job and it's the sort Id be interested about. Like people observing, military-simillar fashioned post-watch and report duties and first aids.
          
          So I thought. 'What the heck', let's do it with the best of my being. Let's take it to the next level and eventually let's try to take on Canada after a good few years of work-time.
          
          Spend Christmas-like holiday everyday and going back to hobby-work and observe people and make-beds and what-not. It was said to be fulfilling and satisfactory. Well now I'm kinda looking forward to it.
          
          -Em WPjournal (actually lazy to handwrite physical journal so to heck to it)

MisterMinutae

@MisterMinutae oh wait,.. Im a cop hmm
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