MisterP543

It’s been a hot damn minute since I downloaded Wattpad. Oh the memories and the incomplete books.

MisterP543

I have finally begun attempting to rewriting my book Surreal Reality, and I will try to upload as much as I can. There will be no promised schedule due to my busy schedule with school. I’m very glad to be somewhat back on Wattpad again. I hope people still care.

MisterP543

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If anyone ever even reads this, I hope you have a nice day. :)
          
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          Wow I haven’t been on Wattpad in so long, it’s sad. I’m never going to finish my one book in a million years and it’s a shame.
          
          It’s summer break, finally going to become a Junior.
          
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          I’m going to be honest, the past 7 or so months have been extremely hard.
          
          Words are damn difficult but, I don’t know who I’m becoming anymore. I’m losing sight of who I am and it’s real fucking terrifying.
          
          I’ve subconsciously isolated myself from the ones that I care about and I hate that I do.
          
          Going back over the course of two years, I felt like I wasted all that time at school or at home doing nothing, and not doing any kind of personal growth what so ever.
          
          I think I’m reaching my tipping point.
          
          I really don’t know who I am anymore, I just feel so sad and devoid inside. 
          
          Is this me just bummed out for a day? In a bad mood? Am I just complaining? I don’t know, feelings are feelings, they can’t be explained.
          
          I’ve been keeping to myself for so long, so many thoughts and secrets stuck in my head. All because I think that no one would care.
          
          Or, because I think people do care and that they don’t want to hear what I have to say. 
          
          Useless, unwanted, unheard, that’s what I am.
          
          This facade won’t hold anymore.
          
          I genuinely think I have depression. 
          Alright, enough about my stupid self.

writtenbynebby

@MisterP543 Stop for a second and take a breath Rei. I've gone through this before. Don't worry about a thing. People will care, your friends, your family. We will all care. Just stay calm and keep'er goin~. You cant keep secrets to yourself. Especially those ones that make you upset. This will tear you apart. 
            Take care of yourself Rei. Your friends are also there to take care of you. So dont worry. Trust in them. And also believe in yourself. As ive said. Ive gone through this. It was hell.  You will certainly get pass this. I promise. Goodbye Rei. Take care
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MisterP543

High School has been busy and messy but hey I'm alive! I'm honestly very sorry if I haven't worked on my story and more so if you were waiting patiently for it. I'm slowly working on it bit by bit, and hopefully I'll get the 3rd chapter up by the weekend end, peace!

MisterP543

Over the majority of the summer break, I have been working on a lot of chapters and other story ideas too. Not all for my first book, but it's there, I just haven't published them yet.  Oh yeah, I also updated the covers of my books!