You guys are so nice to me! I feel like I don't deserve it most of the time. And high school can be really time consuming especially when-
*trigger warning* if you don't wanna read, scroll down I have another excuse.
It's me opening up✨
My mom tried to commit not alive a bit ago and she was thinking about it recently. I've felt more sexualized by my father then ever and it's hard to write when you constantly have to watch a kid who's scared of his own shadow and can't go anywhere himself. My depression and lack of motivation have been catching up with me a bit, same with my anxiety. I feel like you guys are done with waiting and your getting so angry at me for not posting and updating yet writing out messages like these. My brother moved in with my dad and I still miss him. I feel like I'm not a good enough girlfriend to my girlfriend, and that I'm so stupid because my test results on honors history and honors biology weren't to good and moms gonna put me back in the mental hospital because of it. She's gonna think I wanna Kermit sewer slide again. I don't wanna go back there.
*end trigger warning*✨
My laptop won't charge (๑´̥̥̥>ω<̥̥̥`๑). And it's easier to write on a laptop then phone but I am gonna have to write on the phone again..
Again super sorry I haven't been updating. I'm gonna try.
AND THANKS FOR ALL THE READS! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!
Your mostly obident servent,
D. Justice