So today at school, I was singing something random I made up.
It went like,
"I wanna shoot myself in the head, cause I know I'm messed up.
I don't deserve this life that I have.
I don't deserve all these friends.
I don't deserve all the people that I love.
Guess I better put a bullet in my head, so I'm gone, gone, gone."
The dear friend that I have crush on.
She heard me (I'm bi)
She pulled me into an empty hallway and hugged me tightly, she asked me why I wanted to not live, I didn't know why I didn't want to live.
She stood by me for the rest of the day, we don't have the same classes, but, each time I walked out of one that I didn't have with her, she was there, no one else but her.
Know I see why, I know see why I should live, one person can change your life just like that.