MixlkyBxba

Hi guys.. I know I probably mean nothing to y’all and you probably won’t even read this but if anyone does see this, read it carefully.
          	
          	I’ve been sort of hesitant on doing this but,, I’ve sort of gotten writers block lately and I genuinely don’t like associating to this account or my old one. I’m hesitant on deleting the books, but I also just don’t know if it’s a good idea to stay on this app. All my books, OCs, storys and everything are just embarrassing and I don’t like associating to those stupid comfort books I made. For that reason, I’m basically leaving. I don’t know if I’ll return or not, but it’s for the better. I don’t even know why I thought it would be a good idea to download this app in the first place. I don’t think anyone cares but if you do, my Instagram is @//Ishiehehe. Although I’m still a cringe person so you might just not wanna follow.
          	
          	You’re probably thinking though, “Why are you telling me this? You have 10 people who don’t even read your books and just felt forced to follow back?” I’m deeply sorry if you felt forced to follow back, I didn’t mean to make anyone feel pressured. I just wanna say this because if anyone stumbles upon my page one day, maybe they’ll read this.
          	
          	Goodbye. 

MixlkyBxba

Hi guys.. I know I probably mean nothing to y’all and you probably won’t even read this but if anyone does see this, read it carefully.
          
          I’ve been sort of hesitant on doing this but,, I’ve sort of gotten writers block lately and I genuinely don’t like associating to this account or my old one. I’m hesitant on deleting the books, but I also just don’t know if it’s a good idea to stay on this app. All my books, OCs, storys and everything are just embarrassing and I don’t like associating to those stupid comfort books I made. For that reason, I’m basically leaving. I don’t know if I’ll return or not, but it’s for the better. I don’t even know why I thought it would be a good idea to download this app in the first place. I don’t think anyone cares but if you do, my Instagram is @//Ishiehehe. Although I’m still a cringe person so you might just not wanna follow.
          
          You’re probably thinking though, “Why are you telling me this? You have 10 people who don’t even read your books and just felt forced to follow back?” I’m deeply sorry if you felt forced to follow back, I didn’t mean to make anyone feel pressured. I just wanna say this because if anyone stumbles upon my page one day, maybe they’ll read this.
          
          Goodbye. 

MixlkyBxba

Pretty sure no one cares but basically I decided to go back to some old videos I remember watching 2+ years ago (mostly Pokémon, nightcore and gacha studio but back when it wasn’t horrible and people didn’t sexualize minors and stuff, the videos were mainly from around when gachaverse was in development, it was just starting to get recognition and everything was original and just better.) and I hate to say this but I want the good old days back. Usually it was around the end of the school year, last few weeks and I wasn’t stressed and was unaware of my mental problems therefore didn’t need to worry about them. I remember just listening to nightcore while trying to copy the anime artstyle on screen, watching Pokémon and just enjoying my childhood and watching original gacha studio mini movies. When I had more friends, wasn’t the weird kid that everyone avoided with the reason that I wasn’t smart enough for them(?) and was more confident in general. Now it’s a lockdown and I’m genuinely disappointed my life took this turn. I wish I could reclaim my innocence and just go back to being young. I wish my family still cared about me and they still thought I was good enough. Ive been revisiting some spots that I knew as a child and it makes me sad. I really wish the pandemic never happened. Instead of being scared of my future and what’s to become of me, I wish I could go back to being scared of whatever the ‘creepy’ Pokémon was. Sorry for the vent, expect stories based off my nostalgia.

MixlkyBxba

Ok so um like I know my stories are really bad and stuff the only reason I write them is cuz I can’t find decent x readers or just cuz I wanna keep track of my OC relationships.. uh if anyone’s like following me just because I followed them don’t worry about it,, like ya can unfollow me if you want I don’t really care about followers and I’m weird lol... ahaha um ok I’ll just go-