I think I forgot how to cry.
Like every time I went to cry I only allowed myself one tear then pushed it down cuz I didn’t want my family to worry about me.
Now when I want to cry to relieve stress, I can’t. I only shed one tear. Then I stoped. I tried forcing myself to cry, to let out the stress, but I can’t. Not even sad things make me cry anymore. They make me sad. Really sad sometimes. Sometimes my eyes well up. But actual cry? No not really.
So if anyone reads this, this is just a reminder to let yourself cry. Don’t hold it back. Don’t shove it down and bury it. Everyone need a good cry once in a while.
Not all crying is caused by sadness though. Sometimes it is caused by happiness.
Sometimes it happens just because you need to, for no real reason.
It’s good to cry. Even if it’s in secret.
xoxo