@Mjaeyaa I'm so sorry you're going through all of that. Work can be pretty harsh on us sometimes, I can relate to that pretty well with school work and such. I'm not really good with giving relationship advice but I'll try for you. It can hurt really badly to feel that your emotions aren't returned by someone you honestly feel a lot for. Sometimes it can feel like everything is just breaking apart. But I can assure you that the right moment will come for you when your feelings will be returned, it'll just take some time. If that guy makes you feel that way, it isn't healthy to stay around him, he should make you feel important. People who truly care about you will always be there to help you out, and will never make you feel worthless. I do hope that you have people in your life like that. If not, then you know I'm always here to help out and talk to. I really do hope things get better for you