Kay

Hello you thought I wouldn't

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Hey, I'm alive.
          
          So, before I went off the grid, some of you may have noticed I unpublished "How Would You Know".  There's a reason for that. I just wasn't necessarily happy with it. I felt it was too rushed, too many aspects about the main character, Astrid. I added so many things, wanting it to be so interesting, eye-catching. However, I went way over my head. There was too much stuff for me to keep up with.
          
          I came to the conclusion that I MIGHT rewrite the entire thing. Either that or I'm going to just delete it entirely, which I hate doing. I have so much with school, it's actually a little hard and as much as I hate to say it, I've almost lost my passion for writing because of it. I'm slowly working towards getting to the point where I feel like I'm able to publish something good enough on line.
          
          I hope, and thank you, for understanding.
          
          -Kay

I have so many story ideas that I don’t know what to do with. I’m just sitting her writing multiple different stories that I don’t have a clue to do with. I have over 10 I’m writing. Most of them unpublished and only I know about them. 
          
          The only thing stopping me from posting them—especially my poetry—is my paranoia. I have a fear of having my work stolen from me, credit taken from me. If you met me in person, that’s the number one thing you’ll notice. I’m too cautious and paranoid ALL THE TIME.
          
          So I guess the point of this is to ask you what I should do. I feel like I’m going to get answers like “do whatever you feel is best”. And that’s one of the problems I have. I don’t TRUST myself enough to make decisions, but I don’t trust others to make them for me either. I’m stuck in a spiral of thoughts that I have no idea what to do with... anyway I feel like I got off topic soooo, yea.

Hey, sorry I’ve been MIA for a while. I’ve just had a ton of sh*t going on. I’m working on a few chapters and one or two new stories. I have chapters written down for The Difference Between Thorns & Roses that i just need to put onto my laptop so I can publish it. I don’t really check my notifications very much anymore, so if you comment on something or add one of my stories to a folder, it’s likely won’t see it. Anyway, Goodnight/morning/evening

Hello! So if you all were to look at my story "How Would You Know?", you would see that most of the chapters I had published are missing. Wattpad is... unkind, to my laptop so in order to edit it, without publishing it and saving it instead, I had to unpublish them... so that means all of the chapters that haven't been edited yet, won't be available for a while. At least until I feel it is ok to publish. Some are in worse conditions than others, and my free time is very limited for the time being... thank you for understanding, if you understood this ramble I made, if not, long story short, the chapters won't be available until I'm done editing. 'Kay? 'Kay. Thanks, guys! Bye.

Yo, I'm on Divergent's laptop XD she's looking through her old writings and I'm like lol XD I'm Jasper-Writes-Badly or JasperFanficsBadly check me out<3

Ok, for real though. I fucking HATE New Years. Sorry to burst anyone’s bubble, but to me, New Years is just a year closer to the end of the world. It seems like every year for me is hell. I don’t really care that 2018 is gone because I know that everything I experienced then, will happen again. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Yea, my mind is toxic.
          
          
          Ok end of rant before I say something even worse. ‘Kay I love y’all and I’ll see y’all later, BAI!!!

Please write another poem and post it! No pressure though!