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Hey everyone! 
          
          Hope y'all are doing great and eating well. It's been a while since I posted something but trust me I'm cooking up some real good shit in here hehe. I've written so many possible ideas for future books that I think I have five to six books sitting in my drafts rn ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          I'll announce the titles so y'all know what to expect.
          
          1. My heart will go on - HEEJAKE 
          2. Vero Nomine - HEEJAKE 
          3. LA Doesn't Love You Back - HEEJAKE 
          4. Make Me please you - HEEJAKE 
          5. This heart is yours - HEEJAKE 
          
          YES! These all are Heejake ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          I know y'all were asking for some sunsun or sunki or even more Jaywon but promise these books might contain those ships as second couples or something. I'm already proud of Pole position and it's success because it was my first Enhypen story. But now I'm really getting amazing ideas for more.
          
          Stay tuned for more y'all and let's hope I'll survive my finals ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Sorry to random pop up here... but the 18 in your bio is for your age or what?
          
          Ps: I hope you're doing alright AND BYE BYEEE

Hi can you pls make more Matz story’s like fuelled by lust as I loved it so much xx 

Heeseung's departure got me like an ex y'all....ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          I legit wrote a whole ass poem bruh...
          
          Can you understand the silence now?
          ‎When all has died down and time is slow
          ‎Before the sun rises again 
          ‎And before we part again 
          ‎I'll call out to the fireflies 
          ‎To carry light to where you rest
          ‎
          ‎Skin burning while your soul screams
          ‎You burn in this eclipse
          ‎And all I can do is watch
          ‎Did I not love you enough?
          ‎Did I not pray enough?
          ‎
          ‎But I left you on an empty road
          ‎You were alone and it was cold
          ‎You called for me and you dragged yourself 
          ‎But all I could hear was the past and the dread
          ‎
          ‎Before this next life starts
          ‎Know that I died slow and hard
          ‎The speed of life vanished from me
          ‎Stardust remained where we loved
          ‎But know that I was alone and you were too
          ‎
          ‎Come so I can show you the void you left
          ‎And if I could, if I really could 
          ‎I'd choose you again and again 
          ‎To fill this void 
          ‎You gave me reason before I cried
          ‎Cried because you flew fast and high
          ‎
          ‎So soar high, my bright and beautiful soul
          ‎See you when you're happier 
          ‎When you're standing strong
          ‎When your heart is young again 
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          ‎

Seven days in a week
          Seven colours in a rainbow 
          Seven continents in the world
          Seven wonders of the world 
          Seven seas on Earth 
          
          Then why not seven members in Enhypen?
          
          They write their fate themselves. Do not write it for them. 
          

Hi. I’ll appreciate it if u take a look at my new work. It’s BL and the other things will be revealed…!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1618657951?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=aisodium

Just do the following y'all, if you want him to know how much we adore him and his talent and how he's left such a huge void in the group and our hearts.
          
          1. Boycott blood saga tour
          2. Stop streaming Enhypen music on Spotify.
          3. Drop tags on X and belift Instagram posts.
          4. Unfollow all Enhypen channels and platforms.
          5. Stop YouTube streaming.
          
          And if possible, boycott the next comeback after Sin: Vanish.
          
          Tell belift that we're united in this. Don't lose hope. They're nothing without us. We're the real owners of this game. We hold the power. We make them what they are. We give them the audacity to flex and be proud. We own them. Not the other way around. One ignore from us all together, and belift will collapse. Make use of this power engenes. For yourselves. For Enhypen. For Heeseung.

SOMEONE SNIPE ME ALREADY BECAUSE WTF IS GOING ON. 
          
          I legit can't do this no more. 
          
          FUCKASS belift announced the blood saga tour for only six members and this'll continue till 2027.
          
          So we have no Heeseung, whole ass overworking, expected June comeback. What the actual hell is wrong with this company. Can we all direct the ongoing war towards South Korea, specifically Belift. 
          
          If anyone is a true engene, they'll boycott the tour and not attend. I'll be going back soon and some of the tour locations are closer to where I live and I can easily get the tickets for them but fuck no. Y'all better sit your asses at home and not go to this tour or I'mma hunt you down.
          
          There's no Enhypen without Heeseung, there's no engenes without Enhypen. That's the way it should be. And no. Don't give me the "other six members will be affected, they'll be disrespected" bullshit. Fuck no. They're his brothers. If nothing, they'll be proud to see such a huge wave of protests being done to bring Heeseung back.
          
          Another proof of this whole shit wasn't his decision was evident in yesterday's fan call. Heeseung was asked what the style of his upcoming album would be and he gave vague answers almost disheartened.  is a man who loves and appreciates music. It's his soul and companion in every universe. If he's unsure or quiet about it, this means he's now no longer motivated to make the album star quality. And that's horrible. They milked the enthusiasm out of him and we can only hope he doesn't feel discouraged by his passion now.
          
          And no, if y'all are gonna be accusing me of overanalyzing his every expression then fuck yes I am. The eyes never lie. It's all there. He's not happy with any of this and is forcing himself to smile and be ok. And if y'all are gonna say that maybe he's keeping the album a secret then heeseung could've said something like "oh, it's a secret", "oh i can't reveal anything right now but it's gonna be amazing". But he didn't. So that's that.
          
          

Hey everyone!
          
          So I just saw the fan call Heeseung had and oh my god  
          
          He looked like he cried alot. His eyes were red, puffy and swollen and he was trying so hard to smile normally and comfortably. Like anyone who's sane and sober could clearly tell he was struggling to not break down because all he worked for (fans and his career) were in front of him, so close yet so out of reach. God knows how bad I feel for him because it's clear he's mentally isolating himself and is chained to this shit company but not with Enhypen now.
          
          Fans tried to make him smile and motivate him and he tried showing he was alright but anyone could see right through him that this guy had a mental breakdown more than once. He looked pale and shattered. It made me sick to the point I just gave up.
          
          And he also announced a solo album right there so yeah game over guys. Heeseung is going solo and everything we worked for went down the drain. I'm not trying to demotivate anyone but it's clear we couldn't do anything even though everyone tried their best. He's solo now. The album will seal his fate.

Yesterday, when I was alone in my room, I stared at my Enhypen posters, seeing Heeseung smile with the others. It was honestly like salt to a wound. He was smiling, but it was in a picture, time had stopped in it and the memory was forever captured and sealed, never to be opened again.
          
          I really hope Heeseung will continue his future in a better path, be happy and fight through even the darkest nights of his life. As I mentioned earlier, I'll continue to write Heeseung as a member of Enhypen in my future stories. It's not like belift can sue me for it or something. And as I run through the halls of this haunted vision, I want to see him grow and glow for the rest of his days.