Mocha

Can u please vote my kth ff 

Posted the prologue to my warriors fanfic Rogue. It is a revised version for those who remember it.

I just had the realization that the reason why I haven't been able to write in like a year eventhough I've had the desire to is because I don't actually enjoying writing anymore, I just want people to enjoy something that I create.

how in the FUCK did you find my account, who sent you bithc

https://my.w.tt/obPNgsq149

Vanilla ice cream tastes obnoxiously good. Also hi again, I'm back two months later. I did end up writing some things like Silhouette and some stuff I that didn't feel right for publishing but that's not up to par to the goals I had set to myself. I'm not down on myself about it though cause other parts of my life have been on the up a bit and I think the reason I don't have the motivation to write isn't me being lazy. I've kinda realized a flaw I have with writing. I'm a very visual person. I learn things visually, remember things almost exclusively because I see something that reminds me of what I needed to remember (literally to the point of me leaving notes or random objects around the house in spots that assure that I'll see them when I need to remember a certain thing), and I even imagine stories as drawings or animation and then describe what happens in the story based on that. And I think that's why what I write never feels right. It always feels like there's a piece missing because there is. There's no visual representation of the story and when you try to describe something that you imagine in your head it you can never describe it well enough. Words aren't good enough, right? So I think that just a flaw I have with how I write that makes me feel like my stories aren't as good as they should be. And when my stories don't feel like they're the best they can be it's obviously discouraging XD I feel like my writing could be better suited for a comic or animation, something along those lines but I have exactly zero artistic ability (which isn't me downplaying myself by the way, how to draw literally just doesn't make sense to me lol) sooooo... *shrugs* Just something to think about I guess.

Jelly and butter toast tastes obnoxiously good. Also I'm attempting to write again so if any of you remember me, hi, expect to hopefully see new and revised stories from me if I can manage to power through writers block. The reason I left Wattpad for so long is because of a lack of motivation which was cause by depression since I wasn't happy with my life at the time. This was only added onto because of a break up I had during my absence from here from which I lost a lot of friends and felt pretty alone for a while. I'm not asking for pity by saying this I just wanted to give anyone who wondered where I went an honest explanation of what happened so that you don't think I just dipped on y'all for no reason. I've met some new friends, reconnected with previous ones, and feel much happier, though I still don't know what I'm doing with my life at the moment. Writing has always made me happy so I think I owe it to myself to try and power through the lack of motivation I've had to do anything recently and actually post some stories once again. Thank you for reading and I'm glad I get to talk to y'all again.

*whispers* Furry (•‿•)

https://www.twitch.tv/mochamt I'm streaming, come say hi if you'd like.

This account is and will be dead for a long time. Yes I'll still be on to talk to people and maybe read some stories but I can't write. Too high expectations for myself that I'll never be able to meet. I still write but I just can't ever bring myself to publish anything. It's never good enough. Yeah so I'm just answering any questions for anyone who might be wondering why I no longer have any books published and why I never make announcements anymore. Cya.