MochaNeedsACoffee

Just moved for the second time this year. I’m totally fine /s
          	
          	I’m dying inside

MochaNeedsACoffee

Yo I've moved states and after I finish this school year I'm moving to another state again for highschool so wish me luck and now i've realised that wattpad isn't blocked on my new school computer so now I'll probably be on here more often, hopefully not too much; I've been doing really well at keeping my grades up so far this year. But there are so many bullies here I almost pushed a desk over on this d*ckhead literally like 5 minutes ago, so I just did what he did to me but with his computer case :P suck on that Rylan

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Almost failed school, luckily they won’t make me re-take my grade in middle school but still. I’m feeling lonely as fuck right now and I don’t know what to do. I know no one looks at these but I’m dying and on the off chance someone sees this and actually cares. Message me. I need more friends because right now it seems like my irl friends are becoming online friends and I’m terrible at keeping contact so I need to have someone who will go on rants to me about random things you like and will let me rant about random things I like. If you see this and actually read it and care, thanks for listening

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My therapist wants me to start anti-depressants for my anxiety and depression and also get screened for ADHD or ADD. I'm fucking terrified rn. Coupled with the fact that you have to become an adult at some point and deal with taxes and relationships and good education. Help

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Last night I layed in bed for an hour doing nothing trying to sleep. I failed. Hence staying up an hour doing nothing. The last 20 minutes I had some meletonin or something like that to make me fall asleep better, but I still stayed awake 20 minutes doing nothing. I ended up watching three movies because the closest thing to falling asleep was feeling all of my body parts shut off but my brain was on full blast and I hated it. Thus, the three movies. The first two were A Dog's Purpose and A Dog's Journey, so I cried a lot. Feeling your body shut down while you're still awake is f*cking terrifying. I got at most 100 minutes of sleep, which is 1 hr and 40 mins, but at leas 30 mins. Now I'm writing this instead of taking math notes and my head hurts. I also think I'm dehydrated. So this is fine.