Mochiie178

I FORGOT WATTPAD EXISTED, I HAVE 50 NOTIFICATIONS??? Atleast my finals get over tmrw

Mochiie178

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I feel like my hair is falling out.
          My ears constantly ringing.
          My heart being heavier than the world.
          Having constant pressures.
          Disappointing my parents.
          Struggling to breathe.
          Exhausted everyday.
          Scars.
          A broken heart.
          Lonely.
          Wanting to die.
          Wanting to move n get a new life.
          Avoiding family.
          Getting ignored
          And yet i stay here like the fucking fool i am.

iseewhatyouredoing

@Mochiie178 Its alright... Take a deep exhale in and out.
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Mochiie178

@iseewhatyouredoing sorry you have to read allat, just needed to let it out
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Mochiie178

@iseewhatyouredoing i feel tired, i feel like im done,All my exams are piling up on Feb, Unit exam, Finals,Diocese. My unit and finals have a 10 day gap and my diocese exam is 3 days after my finals. Im having arguments with mom and dad and cry almost everyday and now I started having panic attacks again 
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iseewhatyouredoing

I love the message you gave on my tree and I wish the same for you!! <33

Mochiie178

@iseewhatyouredoing Whatever I wrote was 100 percent true! Love ya sweetie (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。
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Mochiie178

I have the sudden urge to add an description, someone gimme song recommendations, I want to add some for a my playlist and descriptions here

Mochiie178

@iseewhatyouredoing Ty! I'll listen to them later :D
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iseewhatyouredoing

@Mochiie178 angel by massive attack, closer by nine inch nails, I just threw out the love of my dreams by Weezer, they're lowk pretty good songs
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Mochiie178

I'm suffering with a headache, fever and I can't even walk properly without feeling dizzy..and just yesterday the school nurse told me it was a cold- AND GAVE ME WATER AND A ICE PACK?? Never trusting that nurseಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ