hello my name is Acantha Jynxx LaRose (not my real name but I hate my real name and everyone calls me this name now cause I don't answer to my real name).  Like for real.  Only my family ever uses my real name anymore.  Gah, I hate it!

Anyway, I'm 15 and I'm a high school freshman.  People think I'm just shy but I really just hate everyone but my friend Hans.  He's a German neo-Nazi.  Heil Hitler!

Ok so anyway I'm a die hard fan of screamo, hardcore punk, metal, and basically rock music.  My favorite bands are Modern Day Escape (obviously, haha!), BMTH, and Skrewdriver.  If there's any other punk/goth/emo people who wanna point me toward some kickass bands then please do!

Gah, I hate these idiots at my school especially! They're so dumb.  Natural selection shoulda done its job with them.  Stupid idiots, I hate them all.  Those fucking worms aren't worthy of living.  When I take over, I'm sending them to camps.

I am a proud NSM member and proud to be race-conscious!  I had a revelation while I was in the hospital, and realized that I hadn't been very race conscious.  Hans helped of course, since he was the only one besides my parents to visit me.

But I pierced my septum! I can't believe the safety pin works,  It's so cool! but I gotta hide it from my mom. She doesn't understand me, and it just makes my depression worse.  I know I seem happy here but I'm really not.  I'm depressed and I starve,  I also have a second personality who I call Hagar ^.^ She's a lot smarter than me and sometimes she creeps into my writing.