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goshhh its been 4 months already since that incident a lot happened this month and its now first day of school, it was so fun but boring also at some times.

Hellooo!!~

Hey!!!

[TW:Vent]have you ever felt asking yourself over and over again about something bad that happened on your life? Because thats what i have been doing for the past few weeks and i feel so shitty about it. my crush.. we confessed to each other yey! but then no classes came rolling in because of the extreme heat then he stopped chatting. i know he might be busy or something, but then i found out he chats my male friend then my male friend told me that he's lazy to chat me,that he's not in the mood. this continued on, we got in contact together but then our chats became dry and then one day,he didn't reply. i blocked him then and now i'm fucking relapsing shit. and it hurts me to see that before we got into that situation,we were happy,laughing and shit even flirting with each other. then poof all is gone, just because he failed to reply. just because we cut off contacts without saying a word. and it's the shittiest thing ever because i liked him for 7 months now and it pains me to realize that we once got a chance to be together and now it's washed all up. Just nothing. just fucking nothing. i'm sorry for venting here..really sorry.

anyone got a book recommendation that you can buy for 4 dollars?

i'm bored like dipshit bored. I can't sleep for fuck sakes and my sleep sched is wrecked HWUAHAHHA i don't know what to do anymore.

Love ur user ;)

Ackkkk This feels so surreal im 13 geez
          IM WHAT?! LIKE- ACKKK 
          
          (Its my birthday for context)

this feeling is so fuckingg nasty ljke bitch have you guys ever felt so jealous and so angry at the same time? You wanna choke the bitch out of them? ACKKK. But we're classmates so cant do that.

Its back to school haha....
          we have like 4 days of no classes because of the storm. Im here again contemplating my life choices haha...
          guys pick one choice please,advise.
          should i confront him or should i just let it go.
          no context will i show just please pick.