This might not make sense to some people but surely I can’t be the only one that feels like they have to keep up a joyful and witty personality around others because they’ve gathered a reputation for being a happy person, right? Cause I find it incredibly difficult to cry around others when I desperately need to and even when I get a few tears out no one notices and I mean no one, I really just want someone to hold me in a hug and tell me everything’s gonna be ok and that I’m doing good at anything. Sorry if that was a waste of your time I just thought I could vent here