Kinda getting back into this I know I left so many old readers behind and I hope to see you all again, I took a long while to work on myself and I'm just the happiest I've ever been I'm sober I met a girl who I really love and she loves me and I asked her to marry me and she's agreed!! God I love her, I've never loved like this before and I see what all was wrong before. Shes beautiful and patient and kind and caring and holds me and kisses me and have I mentioned how beautiful she is. I love her and shes inspired me so much