Dear God

Halo? Ini masih idup kah?
          
          -Mäyrhën

I read some of the stories that were in draft, and damn it I'm flustered read it. I mean, gw yang nulis???? Gue? Jirlah. Salting sendiri wkwkw nostalgia banget, apalagi yang pake lagu itu wkwk. Kira kira bagus gak di bikin novel? Kalian kasih tau Yaa, nanti aku jalan jalan kesini kok. Mau kesebelah dulu, I love you guys<33 I mean it guys lol <333

MY NOVEL ACCOUNT!! PLEASE FOLLOW AND VOTE DONT FORGET TO COMMENT!! I LOVE YOU ALL<333
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/user/nyxmie__?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_profile&wp_page=user_details&wp_uname=Monalixy&wp_originator=lSzF%2BOv2cf5CqJf8FRTNJ3BXqWmr5WciGPMOnljRTuE7A%2BblelwWLkHVo82t92GskKLj8uq0RdS7VHzGypJ9t8fq0x0qydU19ZN6Z93AtbIP2ky7JKj3NDnfK29OYXIe
          
          
          
          PS: I'm focusing on making novels at the moment, so maybe I'll go on hiatus here. <33
          

 permisi kakk izin promosi yaa maaf jika mengotori boleh dihapus kok
          
          haloo book rang hiatus sekian lama akhirnya come back kalian masa ga penasaran? kepoin yuk sayang
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/291402435?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=YaSajaBeb&wp_originator=J7ARBE0JasaLFjFD%2BkxWQPFEgnOT4mmnGnO36LvIevwiMC3KOkVpaFfoBEQssb%2F7mS8i9UXIHVJEf54MdmDUyttcBtioDPDsipaPjaQMKxuPRqPzi44tjZUUD7eiGeSG

Rest in peace... we all love you 

Hi guys:) 
          
          I miss you guys so much:)
          
          But I'm busy lately, sorry for being so freak. sorry I often lie, maybe always lie to you guys, being a fucking liar. I'm just trying my best :) but sometimes there are feelings that get in the way of my enthusiasm.maybe someday, i don't know when, i will stop at orange world. hmm.. not a big reason, maybe after finishing all the stories and my draft is blank, I'll stop.  
          
          I'm really sorry for disappearing. It feels like forever, I'm too busy being the most miserable that I forget that in this world I have a lot of support:)
          
          I can't promise anymore, I don't know. I feel too bad. Feeling the most suffering, hurt, feeling as if I was a victim. Too emotional, so irritable, Mental health is also not good. I have too much faith in myself. Until I forget who I am, my God, my support and my life. Only bad memory that often cross. Hmm, that's it.
          
          Sorry for the drama, I just want to apologize if I often lie and break promises. Not looking for attention, I just want to convey my anxiety.
          
          I found someone I could make a home for, but I don't think... I can't stay with him. Or it could be said that I will return to the real 'Home'. Not a place to live, not him, not my friend, not world.
          
          Alright, I'll finish my story soon. Not soon, while I still have time.
          
          Hahaha sorry if I'm too English, I'm just,, if I say in Indonesian it feels a little weird. Hehe.
          
          
          I love you guys:) always♡

Halo
          
          Izin promosi buku
          
          Kalau tidak suka bisa di hapus, kalau dibaca aku senang
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/328705871?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=muichirou01&wp_originator=MwdjbubMTcSerdfJBtXzt7E36gP9Tx2avAOTQVK%2BVxiUi9btDd6eFKV4iJc71YGVzezzzTEdKHhXOQ7qmJ9kljeNsQxkBwcTK1kkCe5xlQHHxcZ%2Fr8XN0e69KVHWCok9

Dah lama banget ga ribut disini..
          
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