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I write a story everyday in my mind, I created new events, write new chapters, till I become addicted with the story, till I fall in love with one of the characters, it gets to the point where it touches me deep inside, to the point I can't make an end to it, but the only end to it is to kill the character I once loved deeply, I kill the character, the story ends, I get too depressed to write the story on papers.