🪸RAY🪸

Eyyy Montee

*sigh*
          Hab mal wieder ein neues Buch angefangen, völlig bewusst, dass ich es höchstwahrscheimlich nicht zu Ende bringen werde... ╭( ๐_๐)╮

we listen and we dont judge...
          
          I just realised its October and put on Christmas music :DDDD

Chat call me delulu but my crush just sent me a ;) help

I just watched all of alien stage wtf
          
          don't get me wrong, it's amazing audio-visually, but why does it hurt so much </3

happy birthday love... I hope you're okay, celebrating your 15th alone somewhere far far away...
          I'm sorry I still like you </3

Oke update: wir haben alle unsere guten connections kontaktiert und alles läuft bisher. Haben heute nen brief an die ausländerbehörde geschickt um denen zu beweisen dass alle Kriterien erfüllt sind / erfüllt sein werden bis zu dem Zeitraum die sie meiner mutter gegeben haben. Uns fehlt nur noch (glaube ich), dass meine mutter sich ein legit DEUTSCHES bank Konto machen muss.
          
          Oh boy ich bin so erleichtert :')

DIGGA, FUCK MY LIFE MEINE MUTTER WIRD ABGESCHOBEN

TW: kind of depressing
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          I can't fall asleep at night but I can't stand up in the morning.
          I can't focus on anything but I have to, to forget what is going to happen.
          I can't eat, but when I'm stressed I can't stop.
          I want to tell someone, anyone, what's wrong with me, but when my parents ask, I tell them I'm "just tired".
          So I want to confide in my friends, but then I feel guilty because: Was I THIS sad when my best friend left too?
          I want to cry, but now even my tear ducts have given up on me.
          I keep telling myself it isn't that deep, but it is.
          
          I'm not okay.

Sleeping in a room w/ one of ur role models + ur gang >>>>>