cw: venting(?)
ik people don't usually read story boards but I need to let this out
I was just on a call with a friend of mine and I was going to message a friend of mine but he told me not to, I normally greet my friend as "stinky" and she does it back but now I found out that she finds me annoying so I don't know?
she's one of my only friends and she's really bad at saying how she feels but her normal response is to stay quiet about it and then ghost me, she's blocked me before bc she found me annoying before too but idk..
she's really cool and nice, I recently helped her leave a toxic friendship and I kinda feel hurt? like as in, I helped you but now I know you find me annoying so.. like I how do I feel about that?
I was going to enroll in the same cc as her bc I wanted to get close to her more bc we're still very distant and still don't know much about each other in a sense?
should I give her space? should I not say anything?
sorry if you're reading this, that this was long but idk