ImKindOfMeme

Thu, Mar 9 2006
          
          
          I want to be a lion, everybody wants to pass as cats.
          
          yea we all want to be big big stars,
          but then we have second thoughts about that.
          
          I don’t always deal with things the best way, and in order to try
          and slow my life down I disappear every now and then.
          
          so believe in me, because i don’t believe in anything.
          
          when everybody loves you, you can never be lonely.
          
          sometimes, sometimes it’s not that easy.
          
          I have this pocket watch, and I spin the hands around and around just to pretend I have control of things. a month away. we can play normal for a few days.
          
          starcrossedlovers.

Sun, Apr 9 2006
          
          
          it caught up.everytime i get an ache i think it’s going to put me in there again.
          
          I wonder if this was physical or if it could have been in my head,people make themselves sick sometimes.so i try not to think about it and you.it was still sharp through the morphine.
          
          living through the holes in my arms.
          
          drip fed a liquid diet not quite enough nutrition.
          
          and there’s never anything good on tv.i drank contrast.i ate IV’s.look at radioactive me. but, today the sun charged me up some,I can glow in the dark..wish you could see.

Wed, Nov 30 2016
          
          You held your face in the lense too often for you to notice the scars they abandoned on your chime-filled chest. 

Sat, Jun 24 2006
          
          
          I’m the ghost in the bed.you can touch because i can’t rest. and the lights are always off so I can mold you in the dark.i can shape and pretend.”i just want to have a good time, just like everybody else, but i don’t want to fall apart”

Sun, Jun 25 2006
          
          
          The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight.the salt burned you right out of my eyes.and secrets we’re not proud of were taken with the tide. We were all newborns with blurred vision and no sense of direction.
          
          Today I saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness of breath.
          
          this is why I walk to the ocean.swim with jellyfish.I may never get this chance again.
          
          this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.
          
          If you want to cry you should cry,  
          
          and if you want to live you should live.
          
          You don’t have to love me. You already did. At least enough to keep me smiling from South Carolina to Virginia.
          
          it’s for lovers (orjustfriends)
          
          This is why I do it.

Sat, Oct 8 2005
          
          
          no more sleeping in the coffin.We are Oliver Twist.We are Edward Scissorhands.We’re just make believe.
          
          I’m living a fairy tale.and you’re all in it.

Mon, Feb 6 2006
          
          
          lay like lions in the sand..
          
          one day we’ll settle in seattle.