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If I ran away or died I'd have a much better life. Dear god, I can't stand the shit I'm being put through anymore. My life is one massive collection of wrong. I'm should just run away with my boyfriend, he's the only person who hasn't disappointed me. One thing after another, my life twists and turns and spirals. There is only so much I can withstand as a person, and believe me, I've withstood a lot. Sometimes I ask myself how I haven't given up yet, the emotional damage I've gone through is so immense.