MoonCheese-CAKE

Hi, is anyone on here anymore? I lost my ability to login on this Wattpad acc. I’m MoonCheese-CAKE lolll. 18 now and starting to write fanfics again bc.. this shit is borderline unreadable now. Still emo. See yall on the flip side. (If ppl are still on here ever; it’s been YEARS). This is my new acc. Fanfictasticxxx

So this is an official update! I don’t remember my email for this account (MoonCheese-CAKE) Which means I’m converting to this account you see here until further notice. Feel free to follow me, feel free to not follow me.. whatever you decide. Thank you ❤️

MMMM LAST RELATIONSHIP GAVE ME SO MUCH TRUST ISSUES THAT I CAN BARELY LEAVE MY CURRENT BOYFRIEND ALONE FOR A DAY. RIP. ;-;

I just shared something really personal with my boyfriend. Something I've NEVER told anyone since the four years it happened. He showed so much support. We were on the phone for hours.

I'm there with you, I've got through countless boyfriends who started off sweet and then turned into jerks, But I can say, That the guy your with now. Now this is just my opinion, He seems like the one guy who actually loves you! The one you should stay with ya know? My opinion! Sorry if it offends you!

If I ran away or died I'd have a much better life. Dear god, I can't stand the shit I'm being put through anymore. My life is one massive collection of wrong. I'm should just run away with my boyfriend, he's the only person who hasn't disappointed me. One thing after another, my life twists and turns and spirals. There is only so much I can withstand as a person, and believe me, I've withstood a lot. Sometimes I ask myself how I haven't given up yet, the emotional damage I've gone through is so immense.

-Might be TMI for the faint hearted??-
          So, my boyfriend was h0rny and I started crying because I was scared he'd leave me if I didn't cooperate. (If boys weren't such dicks, I wouldn't be that way.) But this BLESSED man.. When I told him I wasn't feeling it he backed off instantly and apologized then we instantly went back to talking about our days with no awkwardness whatsoever. So like, remind me again, wHy can't all guys be like that?

Bitches be dressing up for selfies, then end up hating the selfies because bitches is  reminded that they're ugly so they start crying and have a breakdown about they're appearance. I- I'm bitches.

My boyfriend (Whom is half black, half white) almost had the cops called on him because he looked 'suspicious'. What was he doing you ask? He was on the same walk he goes on every day, but it happened to be a little later into the day and he got lost. He was stressed out because of the situation, and all he was doing was walking and talking to me on the phone. So, to the woman who threatened to call the police on him, you are disgusting and I seriously hope you get your head out of your ass.

-Vent: TW- (don't read if easily triggered)
          Raise your hand if you're sad and you wanna talk to someone but you can't explain it and even if you could you don't wanna bother anyone so you keep it all pent up but you lose yourself somewhere down the line so you just walk around everyday smiling but at night you feel so alone you don't even know what's going on anymore so you drink or walk or cry or write but you still feel the pent up anger and sadness from everything that's been going on so you can't even do anything and everyone thinks everything's okay but it really isn't and you feel like it never will be but you're trying so hard just to stay positive and wake up everyday as if you weren't just wishing to die the night before- Did I say too much?