Zhang-Wei Yuen

I've been dead on this site for a year. Might even make a new account or do some more multi fandom stuff. But don't count on it since I haven't been updating in a year.

Well I'm glad you have gotten better. I'm excited for you! <3

I've just been spending a lot of time to myself. On October 10th I was officially diagnosed with Social Anxiety by Parkside clinic in Kensington London. I spend half a year learning more about myself and because my Anxiety is not genetic I managed to learn more and more about the truth about myself and how I truly am. I also spent this time practicing how to become a better person close to the younger me who wasn't inflicted with Social Anxiety because before around Key stage 2 I realised who made me this way and slowly worked towards getting better. It was severe to the point where I'd get panic attacks but not to the point where I needed to be medicated. My school has also been helping me as well. I've also been gaining more and more friends letting go of something that I wasn't; an adult. Almost my entire school life I was told I had to grow up causing me to become trapped in two worlds. Being unable to distinguish what was being childish and what was being mature and that got me into some trouble I promised that I wasn't returning until I had time to get better and I feel ready to come back to this community. I'm working on some big projects now. Right now I'm working on a fan made sequel series to JJ's KSI unleashed. I doubt I'll have the strength to go back to my old books. But I'm becoming better to make up for not looking back on my history here and completing those books. I feel much better. A different person, a me that I am happy with. I still get bullied sometimes and I'll get angry but I'm getting better and I feel a lot better. I think it's time I make like a Phoenix and rise from the ashes again.

Also I love the new profile picture. <3

@MoonDuskIndustries Thanks for at least doing that. ^u^

@TheMusicalArcher I'll try

@MoonDuskIndustries Hmm...well...maybe you should just take it a few chapters at a time for some of the books you personally like and still have inspiration to do. Slowly, I'm sure those few books would get finished and you'd be satisfied. :)