MoonGrly

Should I start writing again? 
          
          I wanna get back into it, wanna feel productive and also see the way I grew over the years.
          
          Since I'm a metalhead, marvel fan, overall got a whole bunch of people I like to simp over, I might even get back into this (even tho I did just kpop I wanna start with anything else other than that lol)
          
          Ight guys, I'd like to see how this works out
          
          Love ya <3

Um i randomly remembered this wattpad account AFTER 3 YEARS OR SO?? like I'm so embarrassed, I came by to delete everything I wrote on here because if anyone sees this I'm gonna die.
          
          I wanna talk about everything for a lil now...
          
          Like, back then, I was just starting to write, didn't really think much about it except for the fact that I liked doing it. Once it felt like a responsibility, I stopped. (Thank God, I don't know what I was doing)
          
          I wrote smut without knowing shit about the things I write, no plot, no actual writing skills: just smut that i wrote quickly WHILE BEING DUMB? hello?? What was that??
          
          Since I wanted to delete my writing I actually felt bad cause some people enjoyed it and I liked seeing nice comments (but I'm terrified of hate, especially since I know that it is bad and I can't take criticism light heartedly)
          
          I changed since then, going to school where kpop was looked upon as something everyone hated kinda made me back up from it aswell. I realized that that time period was the happiest I've been, no stress, no expectations: just enjoying kpop groups and content that they've put out. Falling apart from that made me realize how attachment to these idols was literally the way controlling companies gain their profit and most of these groups from the third person view seem like robots: all perfect looking, no mistakes in their choreography allowed, no dating or personal life. Some people that I thought so highly of, leaving the groups, ended up being horrible which made me think about how fake they have to be for the camera.
          
          I still come across kpop content that I sometimes watch, I do still listen to kpop songs when I feel nostalgic, I still think they have helped me to get through a tough time in a way. I will always appreciate all the nice memories they brought and the connection they helped me build up with my best friend since we became the closest during our little kpop obsession. Who knows, maybe I'll get back into it once again lol

If you are a "writer" you haven't experienced real pain until all the progress that you've done and have been so proud of just gets.. lost?? Like?? It deletes itself?? Istg I'm gonna yeet myself off the damn cliff bruuh
          Ig I just gotta start alL OVER AGAIN WITH THE FACT THAT I FORGOT WHAT I WROTE EXACTLY
          Wattpad be going places
          

Hi ♡♡♡

BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste this on the message boards of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know that someone thinks you are beautiful/handsome inside and out!

If you have been reading my stories, you probably have noticed how I always use plural instead of singular when it comes to word "door". That's cause in Croatian "door" and "doors" are the same thing, just like pants in English language, so in my ear "doors" seem more correct, so sorry if that has been bothering anyone whilst reading.
          
          
          cause i hate seeing "your" and "you're" getting mixed up, I hate those kind of mistakes

This is unnecessary but if you like Harry Styles, go check out my book of gif imagines about him ✨

Imma do a harry styles gif imagines, I don't care, I love that dude too much

As much as I wanted to write special stuff for Halloween I was to devasted because of the news with wonho, I may do late Halloween special but another announcement is that I won't do any smut through November...
          
          Because it's no nut November
          
          And I respect that lol 

I'm seriously going to cry... Now Wonho left Monsta X... After Hwall, Woojin, now Wonho... It was sad enough to go through  Luhan, Kris and Tao leaving, followed by rare activity of Lay... Then DO and Xiumin going to military... I can't believe this is happening...