MoonMochi1234
im so disappointed in myself. it's not even funny. I've been chewing gum all day everyday to the point where my teeth hurt. they f eel like they're gonna fall out. i barely get 4 hours of sleep a day and im just stuck between not caring at all and just caring too much. i get up in the morning and i cant even muster up the strength to get up and eat breakfast. i go to school and all i feel is that im not good enough tp be included. all i do at home is lie in bed and i just dont have the power t o get up. and the worst thing is thag i feel like I have to be happy to make sure everyone else doesn't feel sad. this is too unhealthy and i dont know when this will end. in short existing is gett ing really hard :(
MoonMochi1234
you have no idea how much this means to me. I hope you havw a good day and thanks for the melatonin advice :D
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8Hear_Me_Echo8
@MoonMochi1234 I'm so sorry that this is all happening to you sweetiepie. But please don't be disappointed, maybe start with small steps doing things to gain control again. Maybe you can buy melatonin in the store, those are pills that help sleep. But sweetiepie, you ARE good enough, you always are. The way that you are is already more than enough. And it is okay to be sad, you don't owe anyone your happiness, you are only human. Please remember that it is okay to ask for help. It is okay to be unhappy. It is okay that you can't deal with something. But please ask for help, because help won't just appear and we all want to help you. Hell I would go to you right now if I could. You are a miraculous person and I love you so so so so much. You can always talk to me if you want. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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