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I have not eaten nor drunken all day lol

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!!VENT!! Hey uh, I finally collected a some what decent amount of motivation to write again. 
          
          Idk, I just haven't felt like it before. Maybe it's 'cause I feel sick asf 24/7,, but even if I don't... It's just, meh. I don't know what's wrong with me but - yea. Maybe I just feel down lately? No, not lately. For months, almost a year. I used to write stories everyday, I don't know where the spark went. Maybe I don't have the strength in me to write actual stories? To be clear, I have been fairly really active on c.ai, especially when writing bots. Idk, maybe when writing short stories [most of them go beyond the letter count causing me to cut a few parts or limit myself, which btw is 2048 letters if I remember correctly] I can interact with is fun, or maybe the fun part's in seeing people actually like them? I can't lie, I find it honorable when people like them. Or perhaps just in generally, I remember writing down a 5,000+ letters compliment or basic analysis about a video which was seemingly just a few minutes long ever so recently. Honestly, I found joy in that. It was fun using my time to write silly stuff like that. Now? When I actually try writing stories like the ones you see on wattpad, ao3, etc? I just..  can't. Do it. Or find the use in it? No, I'd be happy to write down something but it appears I just can't. But honestly, nor do I think anyone would actually be momentarily happy I've returned. I don't exactly matter in a way, preferably, that one useless person. Ever think you don't deserve to exist? Think again, and look at me. Some people are actually cool but then there's me--No use, at all. If I don't do any updates or post anything in general for an extra few months, fuck it,, I'm either dead or kms'd. Not like I can do anything right, and I mean it ;w;! 
          
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@DailyIIFanHere Huuh you don't know how sweet that is-/pos
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MoonSwings_

[CONT.] But hopefully(atleast for me), I found something which ignited my passion again. Don't get me wrong, I love writing. But sometimes I just.. ugh! Eh.. btw like I said I feel extremely sick rn, just generally hurts? I feel glass piercing through and it is not okay. And nor can I get myself to rest either. 
            
            Idk, I feel like writing again, so? ^^
            anywaaayss,, would you guys want an object show fanfiction or solarballs!!! I don't mind either way. Maybe SB? Who knows, depends on what you guys want. :D this time, I'll actually try hard enough to get myself to write 'n finish it!!
            
            NOTE: Requests given are most probably canceled, sorry. ;(/gen
            also, there's a chance I might post on AO3 too.
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zman35

Hey! It's definitely been a bit since I last wrote to you, I'm currently working on undersquad's 4th volume and I just wanted to check in and remind you about undersquad so you can catch up on it. If you want I'm not your parent!

MoonSwings_

@zman35 AAAAA SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY! I deleted wattpad for a while T_T
            
            Anyways, prolly PT2 of the squad from a different world and Will :3
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zman35

@MoonSwings_  Alrighty then, have you changed your favorite chapter and character? Or is one or both of them the same?
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MoonSwings_

@zman35 Hiii!
            
            I've currently read till half of Volume III, though, I'll defo check out the IV one :)
            
            And dw, I don't really mind. It's pretty hilarious and fun to read ^^
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MoonSwings_

When will there be a GOB story which isn't just about CJ x Earth-- /e cries [I like that ship but I rlly want more content about other characters- there's like a story about Cactus doing experiments on elimated contestants but like, that's pretty much the only one which isn't about those two elpp [-oneshot books]