Sparkly !

hello
          I've finally decided to be  b a c k
          
          my old computer sucked to write in but atleast I'll get a new one ;D
          
          [PS: Maybe new book next week—on Solarballs, of course. Also will update Uranus' diary later?]

I love you and i’m sorry

"I might be cookin' smth hol' up chat" I say, writing something new which has been in my mind for months(as usual), ignoring the drafts begging and weeping to be continued , as they are dragged back into the basement.
          I remember the GOB fanfic I never finished.. prolly gonna remain unfinished for a while...
          OK srsly how do ppl get art or writing block like I could NEEVERRR-
          
          
          
          ya

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          Hi! I got a question for you...
          
          
          
          
          WHY DO YOU ONLY HAVE 17 FOLLOWERS?!

SOLARSYSTEM/SOLARBALLS FAN?!?!?!

I have not eaten nor drunken all day lol

!!VENT!! Hey uh, I finally collected a some what decent amount of motivation to write again. 
          
          Idk, I just haven't felt like it before. Maybe it's 'cause I feel sick asf 24/7,, but even if I don't... It's just, meh. I don't know what's wrong with me but - yea. Maybe I just feel down lately? No, not lately. For months, almost a year. I used to write stories everyday, I don't know where the spark went. Maybe I don't have the strength in me to write actual stories? To be clear, I have been fairly really active on c.ai, especially when writing bots. Idk, maybe when writing short stories [most of them go beyond the letter count causing me to cut a few parts or limit myself, which btw is 2048 letters if I remember correctly] I can interact with is fun, or maybe the fun part's in seeing people actually like them? I can't lie, I find it honorable when people like them. Or perhaps just in generally, I remember writing down a 5,000+ letters compliment or basic analysis about a video which was seemingly just a few minutes long ever so recently. Honestly, I found joy in that. It was fun using my time to write silly stuff like that. Now? When I actually try writing stories like the ones you see on wattpad, ao3, etc? I just..  can't. Do it. Or find the use in it? No, I'd be happy to write down something but it appears I just can't. But honestly, nor do I think anyone would actually be momentarily happy I've returned. I don't exactly matter in a way, preferably, that one useless person. Ever think you don't deserve to exist? Think again, and look at me. Some people are actually cool but then there's me--No use, at all. If I don't do any updates or post anything in general for an extra few months, fuck it,, I'm either dead or kms'd. Not like I can do anything right, and I mean it ;w;! 
          
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The LGBTQ+ category has the most stories/pos

I do NOT fw my older publishes y'all!!!

Yayya I'm no longer dead ^_^
          so like. What if I do a marth fanfic