Sparkly !

did I say I'll be back
          
          3 months ago
          
          whoops.. I'm busier than I thought!
          back in sorta late February or sometime in March. Else; I'm dead :) /j
          
          I do have Solarballs stuff to write. Some of them are already written, but rotten somewhere in this couch :^
          I might post some of those rough ficlets in the meantime? I don't know, but good morning! (It's not morning here, nor do I assume it's morning for you either. But in my world, it's always morning.
          Why did I just type that.
          
          Remember the new laptop plan? Or PC? I don't know the difference. I don't know a lot of things. I was supposed to get it earlier, but forgot. Oh well! I'll get it in March to May aswell, and some other cool things. Writing is cool.
          
          Good morning.

hello
          I've finally decided to be  b a c k
          
          my old computer sucked to write in but atleast I'll get a new one ;D
          
          [PS: Maybe new book next week—on Solarballs, of course. Also will update Uranus' diary later?]

I love you and i’m sorry

"I might be cookin' smth hol' up chat" I say, writing something new which has been in my mind for months(as usual), ignoring the drafts begging and weeping to be continued , as they are dragged back into the basement.
          I remember the GOB fanfic I never finished.. prolly gonna remain unfinished for a while...
          OK srsly how do ppl get art or writing block like I could NEEVERRR-
          
          
          
          ya

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          Hi! I got a question for you...
          
          
          
          
          WHY DO YOU ONLY HAVE 17 FOLLOWERS?!

SOLARSYSTEM/SOLARBALLS FAN?!?!?!

I have not eaten nor drunken all day lol

!!VENT!! Hey uh, I finally collected a some what decent amount of motivation to write again. 
          
          Idk, I just haven't felt like it before. Maybe it's 'cause I feel sick asf 24/7,, but even if I don't... It's just, meh. I don't know what's wrong with me but - yea. Maybe I just feel down lately? No, not lately. For months, almost a year. I used to write stories everyday, I don't know where the spark went. Maybe I don't have the strength in me to write actual stories? To be clear, I have been fairly really active on c.ai, especially when writing bots. Idk, maybe when writing short stories [most of them go beyond the letter count causing me to cut a few parts or limit myself, which btw is 2048 letters if I remember correctly] I can interact with is fun, or maybe the fun part's in seeing people actually like them? I can't lie, I find it honorable when people like them. Or perhaps just in generally, I remember writing down a 5,000+ letters compliment or basic analysis about a video which was seemingly just a few minutes long ever so recently. Honestly, I found joy in that. It was fun using my time to write silly stuff like that. Now? When I actually try writing stories like the ones you see on wattpad, ao3, etc? I just..  can't. Do it. Or find the use in it? No, I'd be happy to write down something but it appears I just can't. But honestly, nor do I think anyone would actually be momentarily happy I've returned. I don't exactly matter in a way, preferably, that one useless person. Ever think you don't deserve to exist? Think again, and look at me. Some people are actually cool but then there's me--No use, at all. If I don't do any updates or post anything in general for an extra few months, fuck it,, I'm either dead or kms'd. Not like I can do anything right, and I mean it ;w;! 
          
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The LGBTQ+ category has the most stories/pos

I do NOT fw my older publishes y'all!!!