Astro

guess who's sick!!!!

Help what the fuck just happened 

Im so gay for this man
          Help
          SO IM BISEXUAL CHAT
          HELP ME
          I CANT DO THIS WHSUSNSJS
          I WANT HIM SO BADNEIJDD
          Wanting my guy best friend is NOT okay methinks 

Why do I always want to do impulsive shit at night wnbssunsisnsd
          Thank God my best friend is awake good lord

I desperately need someone to yell at me to not text my ex istfg 

I... cannot hear out of my left ear
          God, pressure is great 

Too much has been happening recently but eccpecially in the last two days (today and yesterday) and I'm so overwhelmed
          My best friends stalker found their main?? And then my irl best friend gave their (amazing wonderful /gen /pos) ex (they broke up literally yesterday) my discord so I can talk to them, and he's been wonderful and I've been doting on him and teling him everything's okay and stuff. And then today my ill best friend's grandpa is dying
          And thats not counting all the shit thats been happening in between that. Like me helping someone with setting something up and me having to talk to my family and realizing I may have a mild crush on my best friend (who would have guessed, breaking up with your partners makes you want to have some sort of romantic attention again) and enuswbywnauanwjss
          
          
          My ass is overwhelmed
          Plus I have so much fucking school work to do
          And all of this is on top of breaking up with my partners because I realized I was aro and starting therapy (my mom found out I'm suicidal thats fun-) and having a shit ton of mental issues and starting meds and anwjsbuanauwnwjwnqinss
          And realizing things about myself and my past and constantly thinking about my trauma making me constantly anxious???
          This shhit sucks 
          
          Kms

Being on the same platform as my ex is nerve wrecking tbh bsjsnsjdbjdnd :pensive:

They are not dead 

SO I BROKE UP WITH JAQS?? Crazy
          And I'm aroflux
          Uhm
          If yall never hear from Jaqs again its cause the killed themself
          Uh
          Im struggling to care because the last conversation we had was pretty much
          "I love you"
          "I love you too!"
          "Not the way I mean it though..."
          "Bitch what"
          
          So uh
          Yeahhhhh 
          Detachment issues??? Crazy
          
          Uhm
          Yeah
          Forever hiatus from their books till they come online again??? Crazy