Moon_Man_Mercury

Anyone wanna rp nsfw omegaverse on discord? If so add me 
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Moon_Man_Mercury

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I'm so fucking done with this app. I mainly use it to roleplay but none of you bitches ever answer me and I'm sick of it.

Moon_Man_Mercury

@Moon_Man_Mercury oh hun I wasn't mad at like you. Mostly the people I actually rp with and the app itself
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LaUrEnBaRtEeT12

@LaUrEnBaRtEeT12 this is not a joke I actually really hate it when people get mad at me
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LaUrEnBaRtEeT12

@Moon_Man_Mercury  I'm sorry I just don't know how to roleplay and I'm not sure if I will like it or not so I don't say anything cause I don't want to hurt your feelings or make you mad at me I don't like when people are mad
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Moon_Man_Mercury

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I had to put her down....
          
          I could have kept her alive, but she would have to be given shots every other month that are $150 each, and I can't afford that. And everything would eventually shut down. And she lost an entire pound in 2 weeks, which isn't good when that pound brings you from being 7 pounds to being 6, despite the fact that she was eating allot of food and was almost always hungry. 
          
          To.say I'm not ok right now is an understatement. And to be honest I'm not 100% sure what's going to happen in the following days. I don't wanna give up, I don't wanna be predictable and go running back to a hospital for help but I'm not ok. And to be honest I don't know how to be ok right now. That cat was my only reason for living. She's been my only constant for the past 11 years. Since I was 7 fucking years old. I don't really know what to do.

LaUrEnBaRtEeT12

@Moon_Man_Mercury you've got this we are all here for you
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Moon_Man_Mercury

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I've had a shitty week.
          
          I got sick and I feel like absolute fucking shit, it's not covid or the flue or anything serious but still. I'm blowing my nose and coughing every 2 fucking minutes and I'm over it. And because I'm sick I missed 2 out of the 4 days I had work this week which isn't good when I only make $9 and hour.
          
          And this morning when I took my cat to the vet I was told she might have skin cancer. Which isn't treatable. I've had my cat, Patches, 11 years, which is her whole life. I've spent more time with her in my life then without her in my life. Theese last like 5 years have been extremely rough on me. I've been in and out of mental hospitals, fostercare, and placement facilities. But through it all Patches has been my only constant. And while I know I've gotten allot of time with her I'm not ready to let her go. I'm no where near ready. She has a follow up appointment on the 30th and if her ear hasn't healed with the medicines they've given her. Then it's cancer. And I'll have to let her go...
          
          And to top it all off today is the 16th anniversary of my mom's death.

LaUrEnBaRtEeT12

@Moon_Man_Mercury  I'm so sorry for you I'll pray for you and your cat right now and every night till things get better for you you have all of us here on Wattpad that care for you very much we are all here for you whenever you need to vent
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