AzhaliaXOX

Hey Army!! 
          
          My name is Emilia Smith. When I was seven my mom was shot dead in my childhood home. I still recalled it like it happened just yesterday,  its very vivid. I remembered when she woke me up and told me to go in the next room under the bed with my other siblings, and I did as I was told. I was a kid so I never really understood what was taking place, so I went to sleep again on the cold tile floor. The next morning I woke up and saw my mothers body on the floor,  my siblings gathered around her and they tried waking her up but she would not move. I still remember the clothes she wore that night.  A blue jeans and a purple blouse.  After that whenever anyone asked me what my favorite color was, I'd say purple . Now years later I realized that purple was not my favorite color,  I was just attached to that color,  maybe even traumatized by it idk because thats the color my mom died in. Now I know for a fact that I do not have a favorite  color.  But now this whole BTS and purple thing is in my life right now, it still isn't my favorite color but I have come to like the color purple because of its meaning, because of Army and BTS. 
          
          After my mother died my aunt took us in. She moved us to a different parish,  a place far away from my home, and I had to grow accustomed to my new surroundings.  My mother always kept my siblings and I from her family because she never really trusted anyone.  Idk why. So we started to live with my aunt. As the years went by my siblings slowly left, they left because they couldn't handle all the pressure that came with living with family.  I mean my aunt was nice atleast that's what we thought.  Over the years she started showing her real colors so my siblings left leaving me and my big brother behind.

AzhaliaXOX

Title of the paragraph:
            "Life goes on"
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AzhaliaXOX

Please forgive me for the length of my essay I know you said one chapter.  Sorry.  I hope everyone is well. I purple you army
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AzhaliaXOX

I feel lighter and I now believe that there is hope out there for me. Guys no matter what your going through you can handle it. You're strong, You're amazing. No matter what you're going through always remember to be kind to others. Be strong, please whenever you feel like giving up do what I do. Let it all out in the bathroom or your own safe place. Then get up and say,"just one more time y/n". You got this army  
            
            ARMY !!! ARMY!! Thank you for existing!!
            
            BTS!! Thank you for your music and motivation!!!
            
            I PURPLE YOU GUY'S
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CSD_CL

Hi, this is the story of my life:
          *Comfort in a new hope*
          Hi, My name is Ciara. I was born in 2004. When I was 8 my grandpa died of cancer on 18 February 2012. 6 months later my dad announced my parents were gonna divorce. After that I have lived 6 months with divorced parents under the same roof. For me it was a hell. My mom then found an appartement but it didn't end there. We had a court case for over 5 years because I didn't wanna go to my dad. (Or so I thought) After those years I figured smt needed to change. I chose to focus on everything positive at my dad's because I didn't want to feel so bad constantly. Even the smallest thing like getting a candy bar while shopping was enough for me to focus on for 2 weeks. That summer I became an ARMY. On the day the Idol mv was released. They gave me motivation to keep going. Things went better and better with my dad, but worse and worse with my mom. I figired out my mom is very toxic and had brainwashed me to think I hated my dad. I now struggle with dubble memories (the version I remember and the version my mom inprented in me) I still struggle living with her almost every day as she's not only toxic about my (father-daughter) relationship with my dad, but also when it comes to raising me by gaslighting me etc...But BTS has helped me for over 3 years now with calming down. I find hope for a better life in their music. A message that it will be better after a while. That's how I found comfort in a new hope. They make me feel like I can't give up no matter what, and if I doubt about smt I always think "Would they be proud of me for doing/saying this?" If my answer is yes I 100% go for it. If it is no I try to drop it. They are a way for me to see right from wrong in my way of living even though it's very hard to aknowledge your own behavior.

witchy_sgenius93

Hii this is my story hope you notice me
          
          DOOR TO MY NEW WORLD
                    (MAGIC SHOP)
          
          Hi you can call me jelly a normal just high-school girl, my family always scold me for being a girl like they always dream of,they want me to be clean and tidy,they sometimes throw things on me when they're angry,shouts at me saying im worthless saying badwords at me like i cant do better and when it gets worst i just run to my room and cry all night not eating and then i open my YouTube acc. And that's when i saw these song dynamite i kinda like it then i knew it a kpop boyband so i search some of there songs with meaningful words thats shoot straight through my heart.from that day on i started listening to them knowing there name,age,etc and i appreciated the way they talked to ARMY.remember when RM said these to us ARMY"please use me! please use us to love yourself"i felt that and days kept going i started to change i bacame happy and happier and it because of them.not until my parent says there ugly,not even talented,etc my world's falling apart i cried and cried that i cant talked back to my parent that there special to me.and then that day i only watch bts vid not caring what they say about them i love them but i dont want any trouble.so i just let them be there until they get exhausted about bullying me and my life and also im a poor army not having any bts merch but them i remember what yoongi said"you dont bts merch to be an army"yes im happy they love us whatever we are so bts hope our journey would never end i just wished we stay like this borahae