Hi guys.....I want to give up on everything, I just can't take anymore, my mom is just such a child and uses her power over me as a game, she wants me to be someone else, my dad is disappointed in my social skills with him and me in general, I basically don't have any friends that understand me and wont flipping judge me just for being me, I'm being put down by the people around me and my own grandmother, the person I mostly grow up with is like the flipping judge and lecture in my life everything has to be perfect and I've been dealing with bullying even from my so called friends.......I really am just so lost right now. I've lost the ability to believe, love, trust and to feel sympathy, I'm confused. No matter how hard I try I can't follow my own advice, I can only give them to others......its really hard to stay strong when your unwanted, ya know.......I just need a little advice, anything to keep me from giving up on hope completely........please, I'm begging you all
