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I just know ur a good person when u have this pfp

Boy, i swear your profile pic is everything im dead

ur pfp-

I unpublished Pull The Trigger.
          
          I just wasn't feeling the vibe and I honestly had no idea where it was going. I do plan on releasing another book, probably based off Coraline or something like that. I'll try to Mafia topic when I have more writing experience!
          
          I have so many books yet no of them are even close to having 5 completed chapters sadly. I'm terrible at managing time and writing ideas float away and then I hate the writing.
          
          BUT! I will not give up, I have one I just started today called "Through Me", "Where They Hide." and another one called "Lotus". So we'll start from there, one of my favorite topics is sadness so I'll try to experiment more with that :)

So- as for Pull The Trigger, it's still on hold!
          
          BUT I am working on another book, it'll be out in no time once I have the time to finish it!

SIR YOUR PFP IS MY RELIGION

Update:
          
          Still doing very shitty but that's life. 
          
          BUT
          
          I have a question, would you rather have a Yeosang intro with just him or have a Mingi AND Yeosang in one intro. I have both ready, I just need to pick ;-;

I know none of y'all will really care very much about this but I have a few things to say:
          
          1.) THANK YOU FOR 60 FOLLOWERS! LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCH!! (^-^)
          
          2.) I will be taking a short break due to my depression. So far this month, I've had two suicide attempts and two last month. I'm hanging on by a small thread and I wanna take a whole bottle of sleeping pills and die sleeping. My thread is at it's final point where I'm going to cut off my friends because all I am being is a burden to them. They aren't my therapist...and I should know this. I wanna just...leave yk? Leave all my trauma and family issues behind but I can't. My 12 year old self would be disappointed in 15 year old me for even thinking like this every night.
          
          2.+) I thought my depression was getting better and I was feeling happy but I was wrong. I'm suffering everyday and I might end it all some day in the future, I can't hold on for much longer.
          
          3.) I've also began to go back to my old ways of not eating, hence my ED that I've had for a while now is getting worse.
          
          4.) I have an angst book in the making btw! Request are open and I'll get to them soon when I think I'm ready.
          
          Stay safe loves, especially with this Asian-hate going around. I hope y'all are all staying safe and healthy!

How to Find Hidden Songs On Playlist:
          
          1.) Open Spodify 
          
          2.) It should bring you to the home screen, go to the settings gear in the TOP RIGHT CORNER.
          
          3.) Scroll Down Slowly, You Will See a label that says: SHOW UNPLAYABLE SONGS. Click the enable thing on the side
          
          4.) Go down the selected playlist and you will see your removed/hidden songs.
          
          Attention: Do NOT panic, there are many apps to use and many albums have been removed. So go app hunting if Deezer's isn't the app for you! I'll be looking for more apps.
          
          If you are looking for more information on why they were removed, go to these news accounts on Instagram:
          
          @/thektea
          @/kdramanotes
          @/globalmyeon
          @/kpopandapologies

Incase you don't know what songs were removed from your playlist, go to settings and hidden songs, I'll post how to in a second.
          
          
          Song's Removed From Playlist:
          1Team
           ~ VIBE
           ~ Countdown
           ~ Bout U
           ~ Rolling Rolling
           ~ Tak!
           ~ Ice In The Cup
           ~ Make This
           ~ Love it
           ~ Not Afraid
          
          Astro
           ~ Knock
           ~ Bad Idea (Moonbin & Sanha)
          
          Beast
           ~ Breathe
          
          Black6ix
           ~ Like A Flower
          
          The Boyz (TBZ)
           ~ Reveal
           ~ Bloom Bloom
           ~ Shine Shine
           ~ The Stealer
           ~ Insanity
           ~ Whiplash
           ~ Make Or Break
           ~ Checkmate
           ~ D.D.D
          
          BTOB
           ~ Only one for me
          
          Cravity
           ~ My Turn
           ~ Break all the Rules
           ~ Blackout
          
          DKB
           ~ Work Hard
           ~ Still
           ~ Sorry Mama
          
          DRIPPIN
           ~ Nostalgia
          
          E'Last
           ~ Swear
           ~ Light
          
          ENOi
           ~ For Flower bug
           ~ W.A.Y (Where You Are)
          
          Golden Child
           ~ WANNABE
          
          JBJ
           ~ Call Your Name
           ~ Fantasy
           ~ My Flower
          
          KARD
           ~ Bomb Bomb
           ~ Gunshot
          
          Maddox
          ~ But Maybe
          
          MCND
           ~ nanana
           ~ Ice Age
          
          Monsta X
           ~ All In
           ~ Stuck
           ~ Unfair Love
           ~ Because of u
           ~ Beautiful
           ~ Miss you
           ~ Last Page (5:14)
           ~ Blind
           ~ White Love
           ~ Roller Coaster
           ~ Dramarama
           ~ Now or Never
           ~ From Zero
           ~ Jealousy
           ~ Fallin'
           ~ Lost In A Dream
           ~ If Only
           ~ Reckless (TTG)
           ~ Hero
           ~ Shine Forever
          
          N.Flying
           ~ Rooftop 
           ~ Hot Potato
           ~ Oh Really.
           ~ Starlight
           ~ Good bam
           ~ 4242
          
          Oneus
           ~ BBusyeo
           ~ No Diggity
           ~ Leftover
           ~ LIT
           ~ Blue Sky
           ~ A Song Written Easily
           ~ Valkyrie
           ~ EYE CONTACT
           ~ To Be Or Not To Be
           ~ Dizzy
           ~ Twilight
           ~ English Girl
           ~ Bing Bing
           ~ Now
          
          Onewe
           ~ Trauma
           ~ A book in Memory
           ~ Eraser
          
          OnlyOneOf
           ~ Savanna
           ~ Sage
           ~ bOss
           ~ dOra maar
          
          P1Harmony
           ~ Siren
           ~ Nemonade
           ~ That's it
           ~ Butterfly
          
          Rocket Punch
           ~ Juicy
          
          Secret Number
           ~ Got That Boom
           ~ Privacy
           ~ Holiday
          
          Seventeen
           ~ Adore You (Vocal Team)
           ~ Very Nice
           ~ Clap
           ~ Fast Pace
           ~ Don't Wanna Cry
          
          SF9
           ~ Good Guy
           ~ Summer Breeze
          
          Straykids
           ~ Hello Stranger
          
          Victon
           ~ Howling
           ~ Mayday
           ~ nostalgic night
          
          Woodz
           ~ Different
          
          Zico
          ~ Any Song
          ~ Refresh